Wake.

Have I officially lost myself?
This numb feeling that kills me.
The feeling of neutrality and passiveness.
A stillness that's like death.
Does nothing else excites me anymore?
Does nothing else causes despair?
To what extent does one have to go to feel again?
When morality is a mere point of view,
Is anything possible, is anything real?
A reason for our existence?
Oh God, Where's my soul?

Song of the season.

Everybody knows that pictures can trigger memories, so goes to things, places, words, SHAMPOO SCENT(Yes I remember your smell.. :P) and so many other stuffs. Here are the Top 3+1 Memorable Songs with super awesome people.


Msn + Dish Washing + Anaconda
Toploader - Dancing In The Moonlight



Nokia 3310 with blue keylights + Midnight Basketball + GPS
BabyBash - Suga Suga


Bas Sekolah + mIRC + Sung Siew
Justin Timberlake - Rock Your Body



The following is a Malay song, though the video is "kinda" lame(lyrics etc) its actually a really great song, in fact it's the only Malay song I listen to. Give it a try!

Girlie Fights + 2 Weeks + The Couch
OAG - Slumber

agility down!

guess what happens next..

Man, I'm old and dying. Dying of blood problems to be specific. As some of you may know, I used to be into the sport of Tricking. A brief description of the sport will be you know those stunts in action movies? Moves like backflips, spins, wall runs etc? Yeah tricking is something like that. Just youtube it and you'll get the idea.

Anyway I watched a show about Taekwondo on Discovery just now and got a lil hyped to trick again. So I casually busted out a Tornado kick, which is just a simple 360 kick in the living room. Upon landing I was dizzy as hell. This never happened before, I thought it's because I was sitting down for an hour or so, so after a while I did the same thing with the same result.

Before this I could easily do a 720 without any head problems, though I must admit that was some time ago. But after a 360(one round for some of you) I'm already Nauseated(see nauseous)? Unacceptable.

Well nowadays I do easily get dizzy after extreme movements. Probably I'm getting old? Sigh. So never ever call me to touch the floor and spin 10 rounds, I'll die.

Paint

Paintball is Awesome!!!! I think i've found my secondary if not first sport to basketball! Anyways two days ago was our bro's day out. About 14 of us dudes planned to have the whole day to ourselves. Starting with paintball, then a short sermon then games.

It was my first time paintballing so please mind my over-enthusiasmness.



We were briefed about the rules and regulations then we divided ourselves into 2 teams. The Accountants vs. Twinklebert. I being the leader of The Accountants!! The goal is pretty simple, wipe the whole opposite team out!

Sorry for not having any in-game pictures! I should have brought my camera into the field, damn.



The first round went pretty fast, as we all didn't know whats happening and hardly had any accuracy. Sadly, I was the first one to get tagged, IN THE FACE. I practically ran a whole half court up in the begining seconds before Wayne got the perfect head shot.

What? Gaining ground is the only way to win this game! Being a happy camper is only to dig your own grave. Anyways, Twinkleberts took the round with the last one of us surrendering..



After a short break and reloads, we went for round two. This time around The Accountants got their feel for the game and DOMINATED. It was a blowout as we all survived and killing every single Twinklebert out there.

I finally got my revenge on Wayne by tagging him with 3 shots(which left him with 2 bruises! Sorry man, part of the game). I got another 3 kills which were Harriz, David and Derrien, sorry guys I was on a rampage.




We owned the other 3 consecutive rounds which gave us a landslide victory of 4-1. I got shot in the face another 2 more times and one dirty cheap shot from Amos. He shot me dead center in the chest even after I was out! How cruel of him.. hahaha!




Of all the 3 head shots I took, the paint tasted differently each time. The Marshal(referee) said its orange flavored but I reckon its more like chemical waste.

Wayne, Derrien and Harriz came up to me between the rounds asking me not to shoot them anymore. Apparently I went crazy on the trigger tagging them multiple times. They told me one shot is enough. I had to make sure right?

but the feeling of pallets(plural) bursting on them was kinda rewarding rather then one small splash.. :p

Serious fun. Their bruises not so hahaha!




Anyways after lunch we went for our little lesson about character. We then had our games challenge thing and Twinklebert won them all.. Anyways it was a really fun day for all them I truly believe. I went for basketball after that :)

Anyway I really want to play paintball more often. Probably I'll join the amateur league. But as you know it's not a cheap sport. So I'm taking this as a motivation to start working again. Right now I have no idea what to work as. Any suggestions?

As you can see

New layout...

"Since You Stole My Heart" by Saturday Looks Good to Me

How can you not love this song?? Ohh the awesome part is, its not an oldie! Indie Spirit!

Not that hot anymore eh?

Have you ever had your perception about someone changed? Like you thought A was hot at first, then through time or some doing of A made A not so hot anymore? Well yeah, I didn't thought it'll be so soon but after what you've done; all that hots for you, GONE.. HAHAHA!

Left 4 Dead Lessons!

By the way, I've been playing L4D for 3 nights now.. Thanks to Adeline, our newly converted gamer!



Tag replies:
karen: hey hey!! haha yeah he's cute alright.. but now he has grown a bit so not so cute anymore..
Dil: eh don't I need to remind everybody here how noob you still are? hahaha lets ball!
johnathan: -.-" whateverrr.... for the record, my teacher was shocked too.
sofia: :)
dani: haha yeah you can come over and clean it anytime you want!
Andrew: fine fine i will one day... hahaha

Dumb Music Smart Music

The following is a chart by Virgil Griffith of a research done that compares SAT scores and the music the students listen to.. I listen to Sufjan Stevens, so I should be smart..

Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day

I'm On Drugs

Have you ever been hyper adrenalined up? Well as a matter of fact I am now, still. I played basketball at 7:30pm for 2hours+, WITHOUT DINNER.

Well you might think that that is possible in someways but knowing me, I don't have any stamina. Today was entirely different. I played the full 2 hours without resting. 4 full court and countless half court games included. Well maybe quick water breaks here and there but still!

Ohh I weren't lazing around either. I was everywhere. I ran, I jumped, I fell, I played. Seriously I was on drugs. It felt awesome as I ran like nobody's business! Like I could play for another 2 more hours! I wanted play more if it weren't for my tired friends :(

Today was seriously the most UNtiring day I had. I would say I played pretty good, I had the most assists, knowing the Chinese Basketball Mentality is One Man Show. The only problem is that I had NO shots today, just layups and close jumpers, well I hardly pulled up for a shot so I guess my percentage was pretty high? Passing is seriously fun..

Anyway people out there, lets ball.

Present Participle

College just started today, the timetable was sort of packed eventhough there's only 2 subjects. One website design which I think I'll be paying a lot of attention to and ENGLISH.

Speaking of English, my results are out. It is both depressing and encouraging in some ways. I didn't fail any subjects, Yay! BUT, I freaking got a B for English. I repeat, B for English. How nonsensical is that??

I am the only one in my class to get an A for coursework, which I'm kinda surprised given I'm barely in class. The only logical reason for my B is my essay, either lying that I've wrote 400 words instead of the actual 750 did it, or the marker don't understand my English.

In other words, I've did worst than all my friends who got a B, because having an A for coursework is a full 30% for the overall score.

How stupid.

Don't you hate it when memories starts to fade? When yesterday seems like a month a go, a month like a year ago and so on so fourth. Its not like you forget the actual event or the memory, its that you don't feel anything anymore, thus making it merely something that happened.

I hate the feeling of numbness.