jkwanness

Pathetic Little Being.

2011-03-15T02:05:00.001+08:00

23rd, January, 2011

2011-01-23T01:31:00.001+08:00

Lord, have I left you?

:)

2009-06-19T00:54:00.000+08:00

getting audiophilic!

2009-05-28T01:23:00.004+08:00

Just got some bad news yesterday, I won't be getting my commission from PC FAIR till end of June. What the heck right? its been 2 months already and I haven't been fully paid! How stupid. Argghhh...

So this means I'll have to wait for another month till I can get my headphone amp. ONE MONTH.. I've been intensively researching on which and what is more worth buying, and the final verdict is the Ibasso D2 Boa. This amp will actually blow my budget twice with some spare(RM550++). I figured I won't be changing amps as often as changing headphones, so might as well get a good one.

Frankly speaking, I do have enough fundings now to buy the amp, but after doing so will leave me without a single penny to survive. I'll have to rely on cheese+crackers for a month! So should I?? I'm aiming for my next pair of cans, Grado SR60 which will cost another bunch of paychecks. :( why am I poor???

I when to test out LifeImpact's new portable sound system in church just now, the Alto OEX 900. At first glance, it looks like a Star Trek space ship, or futuristic Japanese custom vans complete with its own hood ornament! Its GIGANTIC and HEAVY. Certainly bulky by all means.

It sounded OK. Just OK, neither good nor bad.. Probably I'm too used to have awesome sounding headphones slapped against my ears. Hahaha.. Well we'll have to see how it performs at the coming Life Game!

Speaking of which, I'll be gone for a total 8 days for the next 2 weeks for camp! YAY!!!!

I AM

2009-05-26T01:34:00.003+08:00

I am useless, boring, dull, stupid, dumb, lazy, weak, evil, ugly, small, slow, selfish, greedy, rude, rebellious, irresponsible, unreliable, dishonest, forgetful, immature, arrogant, hypocritical, self-centered, lustful, evil, useless, boring, dull, stupid, dumb, lazy, weak, evil, ugly, small, slow, selfish, greedy, rude, rebellious, irresponsible, unreliable, dishonest, forgetful, immature, arrogant, hypocritical, self-centered, lustful, evil, useless, boring, dull, stupid, dumb, lazy, weak, evil, ugly, small, slow, selfish, greedy, rude, rebellious, irresponsible, unreliable, dishonest, forgetful, immature, arrogant, hypocritical, self-centered, lustful, evil, useless, boring, dull, stupid, dumb, lazy, weak, evil, ugly, small, slow, selfish, greedy, rude, rebellious, irresponsible, unreliable, dishonest, forgetful, immature, arrogant, hypocritical, self-centered, lustful, evil,rebellious, irresponsible, unreliable, slow, dumb, evil, dishonest, forgetful, immature, arrogant...
LOVED.

Nevertheless - O'Child

2009-05-23T23:24:00.006+08:00

Hey guys! Really sorry for the lack of updates I was busy for the past week. Don't you hate it when the holiday mood only comes at the end of the holiday? Arghh... Well, I did have a great week so fair enough. College starts on monday.............

So last week a basketball team from California Baptist University came for clinics and matches. Its actually a mission trip for them, so me and Amos was stuck with them for the whole 5 days they were here. Hahaha, I'm not complaining I really did had a blast with them.

We basically went around Penang playing with colleges and running clinics, above that we also went to temples, the beach, food and everything fun. They're a bunch of fun people! Hahaha miss you guys!

I worked last week too! I had two "clients" in need for some designing. One was my aunt back home, her studio is gonna host a photography workshop and need some flyers. I only helped in hope of getting fed well when I go back! HAHAHA Kidding!

Another was a organization I won't name for now. I'm to draw up a logo, its still work in progress so I'll tell you guys more later. Currently having fun with it though I have designed about 50+ different logos.

Today I've finally got my copy of UFC Undisputed 2009! So far its fun but very in dept as far as for the moves goes, definitely need some time to get used to it. Its fun beating the crap out of people sometimes.. The game is brutal. Hard to believe its a legalized sport!

So there's a little update from me just for the sake of updating.. Hahaha, back to the games!

paintcheck! paincheck!!

2009-05-13T02:06:00.004+08:00

game on!

Paintball is still awesome!! A bunch of us LifeImpact people went for paintball yesterday. It was fun but tiring.. Probably most of us were campers thats why we got tired easily by waiting. Pictures on facebook. Anyone else wanna play pm me!

actual picture!

Oh by the way, I caught a paintball pallet. Yes I caught it and it was intact. Well not by my bare hands so to say but I used my arm in a way.

Me(black)&Amos(green) VS. Instructor(blue)

Was playing 2 on 1 with the instructor and he got me pinned down. One of his pallet scraped pass my marker then off my wrist and went straight into my sleeves. As you can see I was wearing long sleeves, I could feel the pallet rolling all the way down to my elbow and it was cold. Was really a wtheck moment..

muzzle flash!

12pm : Lights Out

2009-05-06T03:32:00.005+08:00

As some of you may know, people are sleeping very late these days. I am no different. Well I'm on holidays okay, so don't lecture me. I actually want to sleep early tonight, but can't. I can't because I'm still psyched up with 3 of the following combinations.

Teh Ais
Call of Duty 4
Pete Tong

Everybody knows caffeine works wonders for deadlines. But misuse could bring lots of damage. Like 3 hours extra of your night? Bad bad bad.. Its the usual, went for supper after cell group, over ate, over drank. Not like I'll get fat, but oh how I wish I could.

After that 3 of us went to Qzone for some LAN games. We played abit of Left 4 Dead, Battlefield and etc. Oh btw Left 4 Dead is SO BORING now.. Keep doing the same thing, run, whack, shoot, heal, help Zoey up, tank, whack, run.. Boringggg.... So we played Battlefield a bit and so on so forth.

Right before leaving I overhead someone shouted:"#$%^&* you and your airstrikes!". Without thinking I quickly booted up CoD4 and joined in, and boy was it fun. It was Free for All, every man for themselves and damn I was on a pwnage! No kidding! I went on streaks after streaks as they were quite new to the game(basically you just have run like rambo). Not so challenging but FUN.... got lots of grenade and knife kills. KNIFE KILLS!! I've hardly knife killed anyone on Xbox Live but here I got Knife Mastery... Awesome! Sadly I only got to play 1 and a half rounds as it was already late and my friends had to leave... Sighh.....

And now as I'm blogging this, I'm listening to Pete Tong's deafening mix! I'm 109 mins in of the 125min mix... TOTALLY AWESOME.. Its so good that I couldn't help but leave my headphones on and finish the mix! its GREAT!! Download it HERE(Right-Click, Save as.)

You're 87% Malibu Barbie!

2009-05-01T23:45:00.005+08:00

I've just finish listening to Diplo's Essential Mix.. I've got to say its an amazing 2 hour set!!! Its mostly mashups, hip hop, house, drum&bass and etc.. The following is a 10 min preview, ignore the first 1 half min of nonsense though.. Download link provided!

Diplo Essential Mix Part 1

Diplo Essential Mix Part 2

I'm interested in buying myself a headphone amp. Yes you heard me, Headphone Amp. I know it may sound stupid that headphones even need amplication at all but yes some headphones do need it.

Generally amps make things go louder everybody knows that, but its stupid if thats all I'm paying for(see the price tag below). The amp can significantly improve the sound quality provided you have a pair of quality headphones(not trashy white Ipod Earbuds). I'm not complaining about my current headphones which cost more than a month's allowance, but it could sound so much better. And not forgetting I'll sure get higher end headphones(>RM500) in the near future. So by then, it will be impossible to not have an amp to drive them.

Now the amp I'm aiming for is Ibasso D2 Boa. The downside is it costs RM500+ or so.. Damn it. Oh btw, it doubles as a USB sound card too. Just plug it in, and say bye bye to the built in crap of your PC! Rm500...... argh! got to worrkkk........

Two Kinds of Love, we had one.

2009-04-24T21:09:00.006+08:00

I'm done with HUBUNGAN ETNIK!!!!! Yeah! It was quite okay, wouldn't get my hopes up for scoring it but passing is more than enough for me..

Downloaded 5 new albums yesterday! They're pretty awesome and I recommend you to at least watch the following music video.

Film School - Hideout
Camera Obscura - My Maudlin Career
Cut Copy - In Ghost Colors
Deerhunter - Microcastle
Bat For Lashes - Two Suns
Fleet Foxes - Fleet Foxes
Silversun Pickups - Swoon

I haven't really listen to all of them yet, but so far everything's not bad, except for Silversun Pickups. Its not up to par compared to their last album. Cut Copy is insanely great, given it is more towards the 80's synthesizers retro electronica genre. Totally comparable to MGMT, if not better! Camera Obscura is not bad either, it's folk though. Nevertheless its pretty good.

Tomorrow is the anual Youth Wave Challenge! Having high hopes of winning, well probably because we won last year! Hahaha.. Defending Champions. I'm playing Captain Ball now, no more frisbee though I miss it a lot!

Frisbee still rules!

Currently and still addicted to Xbox Live. Am seriously considering paying for the 3 months thing. Oh by the way, Grand Theft Auto just got fun again! Imaging THIS with friends.... :D :D :D!!!

Tag Replies
@Jacklyn : :)
@shy yi : Yeah, well at least I get paid, *will* hahaha...
@andrew : I met more IMPORTANT people than you there.. HAHAHA!!
@shawn : pity? for the boss or me? haha I still *will* get paid what..
@sc : your hols? haha I don't know probably never?haha
@bun : I don't think she's married, haha ohh well thanks!
@Fyoon : What? just half?? ohh come on you can't be THAT busy right? haha I like freaking like to use freaking.
@andy : No dude YOU come back.. haha I'll go like in June, but to Genting only hahaha..

........I'm bored........

2009-04-22T01:34:00.003+08:00

@klcc

Holidays are ON. What am I to do??

WHERE'S MY MONEY?

2009-04-20T01:15:00.007+08:00

3 days of hard labor finally pays off!! If you didn't know, I worked for this company, lets call it Company F, for the PC Fair 2009 in Penang. The brand I was selling was, unfortunately the infamous Acer......

After 3 days of hard selling, repeating the same phrases, answering countless questions, persuading and convincing people, I sold 21 laptops total! Not to mention I was the top seller of my brand in my booth! Not bad eh?! Out of the whole team of 15 I was the second highest though..

The whole selling part is pretty awesome. I got to meet all sorts of people, talk to them not just about the laptops, give them advices about other products & etc. Basically earning their favor enough to sell! Company F's promotions are frankly not good or worth it at all. Other shops sold the exact same laptops for cheaper price and more free gifts! Yet I would say about 40% of my customers came back to me based on preferability!! How cool is that?? I wouldn't blame the other 60% cause Company F's packages simply sucked.

I even had some customers that came back reporting to me what the other shop offers but yet they wanted someone they could trust, yes its very shocking. My total commission is approximately RM206.50.. Why 6.50? Its because Company F is so freaking Kiam Siap(stingy)!!! I had this customer who wouldn't buy a RM2300 laptop unless I throw in a laptop lock with it. So figuring that the lock is worth giving, and since the free gifts are so freaking cheap and limitless, I gave. The freaking lady boss caught me and freaking scolded me in front of the customer. I went fine, minus out my pay for that freaking RM3.50 lock. Anyway I've earned myself some valuable customers, and its still freaking RM10 off your head! *said my mind*

You know how freaking stupid and stupid Company F is? It was the last night of the fair, and our competitors reduced the price of their products therefore making a much better deal. My company was practically doomed and was stagnant in sells for more than 3 hours. Then this super loyal customer of mine came to me and said he'll buy from me though it wasn't a good deal. He said he had given first priority when he met me. Damn, He is so sweet and considerate!

Anyway the initial package I gave him came with a backpack. On the last day we didn't have that offer for Acer. So I asked the boss to give the backpack anyway in turn gain a customer. She freaking said if you want to give, then its out of your paycheck. WHAT THE FREAK?(quotation :p)

I answered so you rather want to save on your free gifts than earn a profit from a RM2k+ laptop? She said, go ahead la its your pay you're giving. STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! After that I told the customer he's better off buying from our competitors. He was like what!? and so I explained. He's pretty awesome, complimenting on my selling skills and character.. Hahaha seriously! Anyway it was really nice to meet Mr.Tham!!

So all in all, I would say I've earned approximately RM446.50 from that 3 days. Judging that Company F doesn't screw up my commissions or deduct any stupid hidden costs. And this is if they stick to what they've promised. I have both double commission and extra RM20 per day as stated. So, PAY UP.

I think I'm gonna end here, there's plenty more to say about my PC Fair experience.. It was awesomeee and worth going through to sum it all up. Now I just have to get paid.

sorry about the lack of any pictures and lengthy post..

Noooooo.....

2009-04-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

Dear JkwanN,

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Xbox LIVE Team

Will update more on me in PC Fair.

Corn Dogs.

2009-04-15T22:11:00.008+08:00

I just wanna say, aaahhhhhh.... Finally I'm done with my website assignment!! I have to say its pretty nice given we finished the whole 30 page website in under 2 days.

The due date was today, we only got started on Monday with nothing, NOTHING. I'm still amazed on how the 3 of us, You Wei, Amoz, and me managed to finish it in time. 30 pages with more than 35 pages to code, the CSS page alone is more than 251 lines of coding! Well, its mainly due to the CSS, that the rest was pretty simple.. I now see the power of CSS!

Again, I'm assigned to design everything graphical. From the logo, backgrounds, headers, footers, fonts, buttons, frames, and so many others. I'm not complaining or anything but I feel, satisfied. Haha! Speaking of which, I AM SO FREAKING PROUD OF MY LAPTOP!

At any one time I can be running 10 active windows on my screen! Yeah you might say you can do the same but DO YOU? How would you navigate around? Alt-Tab through the windows? By all means, go ahead! This is HOW I do it. Significantly improved my productivity for real! Oh by the way the programs are all FAT HEAVY programs running on my 8 year old laptop! I don't even have 1GB of ram!!

I'm currently addicted to Xbox Live now... I'm having my 1 month free trial to play online with people and it completely swallow me whole. The connection is fast even though streamyx isn't I don't know why. The games, well they speak for themselves. Currently addicted to Call of Duty 4. Old game, but mega fun online nevertheless!

Well now comes the question, should I pay for the 1 year subscription fee which is Rm200? Well, if its really that fun then why not? There is almost always a catch to all good things, for this its that there's a risk I'll get banned. I'm playing off not-so-ori DVDs so M$(Microsoft for you non-geeks) is entitled to ban me from playing anytime. Thats if they happen to catch me.. It could happen 2 hours later, next year, or never; Luck. So I don't know whether I should risk paying RM200 and end up playing for just one hour OR die happily from photographic seizures.. Decisions, decisions, decisions...

Last night was Wendy's farewell party. We all had a blast with that awesome smelling girl! Hahaha!! Gosh we're gonna miss her so much. I'm gonna miss her! Anyways, I got a bit drunk but none the less was sane enough to finish my codings till 4am. :)

If you happen to read this, COME BACK! Hahaha.. All the best to you Wendy, keep in touch yeah!

Forgoe the parable.

2009-04-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

Bon Iver - For Emma

You owe me a 10 hour car.

2009-04-03T21:53:00.011+08:00

So I went to watch Fast And Furious 4 that day, and it was quite okay. I would say a solid 7/10 score. It is actually a pretty decent movie, there were lots of action, good but not perfect story line, and there were cars. Well in my opinion, the cars are what made the movie suck.

The cars, were crap. I could count almost all the cars used in the movie with both my hands, not including those that didn't even have 5 min of movie time that is. Those which had plenty of screen exposure were a bit 'dull'. It's like they came straight off the factory line. Maybe once in a while they'll slap on some rims and a paint job. Other than that, they look like a common man's commuter. Saddening.

I think its on purpose that the cars suck. The direction of the movie is more toward the story and characters rather than the cars, which is good but it kinda sucks the whole purpose out of the movie. Think Fast and Furious and trishaws and tricycles... If you want to see cars go watch Redline. Great cars, not so great movie.

One thing that pissed me off was what O'Connor was crusin' in, a NISSAN SKYLINE R34. Of all cars a stock Skyline?(it even has its original paint scheme) COME ON! The Subaru he used later on was okay, but it didn't had much screen time and was ssslllloooowwwww...

Vin Diesel's cars on the other hand weren't that bad actually. I sort of knew he was gonna drive the Chevelle SS from the begining, but didn't expect it to be dead stock. Come on, matte grey? he must had spray painted it.

Ahh the Buick Grand National.The car that make Vin Diesel a bad ass of bad asses. It kinda got me excited as it was the first car to appear on screen with its definite roar. Oh come on just look at it, totally totally a bad ass car! I used to use this car to bully drivers of Midnight Club: L.A. Oh man I miss that game. Road Rage!

Remember the above car from the first Fast and Furious? It didn't make the cut! The first Fast And Furious "exposed engine muscle car that can do wheelies" car is actually a Dodge Charger. The one used in the new movie is actually the baby brother, a Dodge Challenger. Though it had an exposed engine and can still do wheelies, there's a big difference...

Tesla Roadster

The movie really could have been better if they had better cars, newer cars. Sigh, I wonder if electric cars will ever be on screen?

Wake.

2009-03-28T01:11:00.004+08:00

Have I officially lost myself?
This numb feeling that kills me.
The feeling of neutrality and passiveness.
A stillness that's like death.
Does nothing else excites me anymore?
Does nothing else causes despair?
To what extent does one have to go to feel again?
When morality is a mere point of view,
Is anything possible, is anything real?
A reason for our existence?
Oh God, Where's my soul?

Song of the season.

2009-03-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

Everybody knows that pictures can trigger memories, so goes to things, places, words, SHAMPOO SCENT(Yes I remember your smell.. :P) and so many other stuffs. Here are the Top 3+1 Memorable Songs with super awesome people.

Msn + Dish Washing + Anaconda
Toploader - Dancing In The Moonlight

Nokia 3310 with blue keylights + Midnight Basketball + GPS
BabyBash - Suga Suga

Bas Sekolah + mIRC + Sung Siew
Justin Timberlake - Rock Your Body

The following is a Malay song, though the video is "kinda" lame(lyrics etc) its actually a really great song, in fact it's the only Malay song I listen to. Give it a try!

Girlie Fights + 2 Weeks + The Couch
OAG - Slumber

agility down!

2009-03-23T00:02:00.005+08:00

guess what happens next..

Man, I'm old and dying. Dying of blood problems to be specific. As some of you may know, I used to be into the sport of Tricking. A brief description of the sport will be you know those stunts in action movies? Moves like backflips, spins, wall runs etc? Yeah tricking is something like that. Just youtube it and you'll get the idea.

Anyway I watched a show about Taekwondo on Discovery just now and got a lil hyped to trick again. So I casually busted out a Tornado kick, which is just a simple 360 kick in the living room. Upon landing I was dizzy as hell. This never happened before, I thought it's because I was sitting down for an hour or so, so after a while I did the same thing with the same result.

Before this I could easily do a 720 without any head problems, though I must admit that was some time ago. But after a 360(one round for some of you) I'm already Nauseated(see nauseous)? Unacceptable.

Well nowadays I do easily get dizzy after extreme movements. Probably I'm getting old? Sigh. So never ever call me to touch the floor and spin 10 rounds, I'll die.

Paint

2009-03-19T21:38:00.008+08:00

Paintball is Awesome!!!! I think i've found my secondary if not first sport to basketball! Anyways two days ago was our bro's day out. About 14 of us dudes planned to have the whole day to ourselves. Starting with paintball, then a short sermon then games.

It was my first time paintballing so please mind my over-enthusiasmness.

We were briefed about the rules and regulations then we divided ourselves into 2 teams. The Accountants vs. Twinklebert. I being the leader of The Accountants!! The goal is pretty simple, wipe the whole opposite team out!

Sorry for not having any in-game pictures! I should have brought my camera into the field, damn.

The first round went pretty fast, as we all didn't know whats happening and hardly had any accuracy. Sadly, I was the first one to get tagged, IN THE FACE. I practically ran a whole half court up in the begining seconds before Wayne got the perfect head shot.

What? Gaining ground is the only way to win this game! Being a happy camper is only to dig your own grave. Anyways, Twinkleberts took the round with the last one of us surrendering..

After a short break and reloads, we went for round two. This time around The Accountants got their feel for the game and DOMINATED. It was a blowout as we all survived and killing every single Twinklebert out there.

I finally got my revenge on Wayne by tagging him with 3 shots(which left him with 2 bruises! Sorry man, part of the game). I got another 3 kills which were Harriz, David and Derrien, sorry guys I was on a rampage.

We owned the other 3 consecutive rounds which gave us a landslide victory of 4-1. I got shot in the face another 2 more times and one dirty cheap shot from Amos. He shot me dead center in the chest even after I was out! How cruel of him.. hahaha!

Of all the 3 head shots I took, the paint tasted differently each time. The Marshal(referee) said its orange flavored but I reckon its more like chemical waste.

Wayne, Derrien and Harriz came up to me between the rounds asking me not to shoot them anymore. Apparently I went crazy on the trigger tagging them multiple times. They told me one shot is enough. I had to make sure right?

but the feeling of pallets(plural) bursting on them was kinda rewarding rather then one small splash.. :p

Serious fun. Their bruises not so hahaha!

Anyways after lunch we went for our little lesson about character. We then had our games challenge thing and Twinklebert won them all.. Anyways it was a really fun day for all them I truly believe. I went for basketball after that :)

Anyway I really want to play paintball more often. Probably I'll join the amateur league. But as you know it's not a cheap sport. So I'm taking this as a motivation to start working again. Right now I have no idea what to work as. Any suggestions?

As you can see

2009-03-15T00:54:00.002+08:00

New layout...

"Since You Stole My Heart" by Saturday Looks Good to Me

2009-03-13T01:04:00.004+08:00

How can you not love this song?? Ohh the awesome part is, its not an oldie! Indie Spirit!

Not that hot anymore eh?

2009-03-11T02:44:00.005+08:00

Have you ever had your perception about someone changed? Like you thought A was hot at first, then through time or some doing of A made A not so hot anymore? Well yeah, I didn't thought it'll be so soon but after what you've done; all that hots for you, GONE.. HAHAHA!

Left 4 Dead Lessons!

By the way, I've been playing L4D for 3 nights now.. Thanks to Adeline, our newly converted gamer!

Tag replies:
karen: hey hey!! haha yeah he's cute alright.. but now he has grown a bit so not so cute anymore..
Dil: eh don't I need to remind everybody here how noob you still are? hahaha lets ball!
johnathan: -.-" whateverrr.... for the record, my teacher was shocked too.
sofia: :)
dani: haha yeah you can come over and clean it anytime you want!
Andrew: fine fine i will one day... hahaha

Dumb Music Smart Music

2009-03-07T03:13:00.002+08:00

The following is a chart by Virgil Griffith of a research done that compares SAT scores and the music the students listen to.. I listen to Sufjan Stevens, so I should be smart..

Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day

I'm On Drugs

2009-03-05T23:50:00.003+08:00

Have you ever been hyper adrenalined up? Well as a matter of fact I am now, still. I played basketball at 7:30pm for 2hours+, WITHOUT DINNER.

Well you might think that that is possible in someways but knowing me, I don't have any stamina. Today was entirely different. I played the full 2 hours without resting. 4 full court and countless half court games included. Well maybe quick water breaks here and there but still!

Ohh I weren't lazing around either. I was everywhere. I ran, I jumped, I fell, I played. Seriously I was on drugs. It felt awesome as I ran like nobody's business! Like I could play for another 2 more hours! I wanted play more if it weren't for my tired friends :(

Today was seriously the most UNtiring day I had. I would say I played pretty good, I had the most assists, knowing the Chinese Basketball Mentality is One Man Show. The only problem is that I had NO shots today, just layups and close jumpers, well I hardly pulled up for a shot so I guess my percentage was pretty high? Passing is seriously fun..

Anyway people out there, lets ball.

Present Participle

2009-03-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

College just started today, the timetable was sort of packed eventhough there's only 2 subjects. One website design which I think I'll be paying a lot of attention to and ENGLISH.

Speaking of English, my results are out. It is both depressing and encouraging in some ways. I didn't fail any subjects, Yay! BUT, I freaking got a B for English. I repeat, B for English. How nonsensical is that??

I am the only one in my class to get an A for coursework, which I'm kinda surprised given I'm barely in class. The only logical reason for my B is my essay, either lying that I've wrote 400 words instead of the actual 750 did it, or the marker don't understand my English.

In other words, I've did worst than all my friends who got a B, because having an A for coursework is a full 30% for the overall score.

How stupid.

Don't you hate it when memories starts to fade? When yesterday seems like a month a go, a month like a year ago and so on so fourth. Its not like you forget the actual event or the memory, its that you don't feel anything anymore, thus making it merely something that happened.

I hate the feeling of numbness.

Pilot's Last Broadcast by Hundred Year Storm

2009-02-27T00:29:00.006+08:00

This song goes out to the two pilots that died in the plane crash in Amsterdam. If you don't already know whats happening you can read it HERE. If it weren't for the two pilots, everybody would have died. They will be remembered.

Pilots Last Broadcast - Hundred Year Storm

I really recommend you to listen to the entire song, its made up real recordings from real plane crashes. A very very moving song..

I Was Bored.

2009-02-25T22:46:00.014+08:00

So earlier tonight I was dead sick of staying at home. I spent the last 3 days at home except for the basketball court so if I were to go out it's gonna be now. Anyways I didn't have a place to go nor the people to go with so I though of going just for a ride.

This brilliant idea of having a Queensbay Run then suddenly came up. (that means riding to queens as quickly as possible). I've been meaning to do it for a long time but didn't have the time to. So I slap on my headphones(which surprisingly fit well in my helmet) and headed out.

The whole journey was kinda crazy as I stop halfway through due to misleadly bad whether and I went to Gurney, Komtar, St.Xaviers then back home, ONLY which I decided to start my run. Hey I needed to warm up! Anyway I had electro music on so it kinda heighten my senses hahaha!

It took me 11+mins to reach Tesco which I know is no record but good enough for me.(I once timed myself 10mins from my place to Rachel's which is in Greenlane). It started to get boring on the highway as I couldn't go no faster than 125km/h.(damn my scooter) So I decided to call it off and head back.

Now before you call me insane or what, riding IS fun. Riding fast is awesome.

The whole swerving in and out of traffic is a very LIBERATING experience.

Yeah seriously. If I'd only did this with my dad's old bike(5 times as powerful, 5 times as fast, 5 times as awesome)

Its been a while since I last posted a song so here. This song took me some time to track down, you might have heard it before on one of the Discovery Channel Ad. Even so, its a great song.

Morcheeba - Wonders Never Cease

I don't support illegal street racing, Just time trials! :)

With Time To Spare.

2009-02-24T03:14:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, It's 2:52am now and I don't think I'll be sleeping anytime soon. So I decided to give you guys a quick update on life and whats going on.. Yeah I know, finallyyy....

mom's birthday

I had a surprisingly great Chinese New Year. Spent most of my time with family, friends and fellow Sabahans. Wen't out probably every night and collected quite a number of Angpaus. I thought CNY would be boring like the last year but never knew it could be fun eventhough I'm missing out on my relatives, food and LION DANCES. The Lion Dance here SUCKS. Like seriously, the drums out of tune, jumping on tables and chairs? What the heck? back home they jump on platforms a story high and not to mention zip cords. Oh well CNY was great.

fooodd...

putra line

My trip to KL was great too! Had PLENTY of fun with college mates there. If I were to tell you the details it will be an entirely new post! Anyway, I met someone there! Well sort of la, I met her at an art gallery in Pavalion. We had small talk and all and in the end she asked for my contact! She was pretty and very sweet, but she was like 25ish old. Damn! Ohh well, we later met again at the monorail station. Fate?

best picture award!

did I mention the sunway tiger died?

our own casino in genting room 4120 ahem*almost got drunk

best ever

Oh I've finally found a match for Burger King! Its Wendy's!! It's freaking awesome!!! And not to mention the TRIPLE LAYER GRILLED BEEF? aaahhhhh......

bestest forever

So last Friday our youth went to the youthwave thingy in FPBC. The concert was great and all, you know I don't dig Hillsong, Planetshakers that much. The speaker was kinda cool though, always mistaken him for another pastor in EPCC.

...

went for 2 rounds of ikan pari after.

the news of refreshments available outside

prime example of overly excited subjects

lala wannabies

So other than that, I'm still on holidays till next week! YEAH! haha actually boohoo. My days are spent in front of my tv and laptop. I'd play my xbox for hours; not to be specific but till I'll need panadols to easy the seizures. Sleeping late waking late ain't so healthy either.. Need to change need to change!

oscar nominated

Other than that there are stuffs to look forward for! Like this coming Friday's Street Ministry, College, Wave Challenge, Youthwave Logo Designing Contest, and plenty moree.... Yay! With that said, I need a new hair cut. The current faux is growing longer so a decision needs to be made, I'm wondering whether to grow it out or keep the hairstyle. Any idea guys?

the only way "trojans" sleep every night

Oh as for Chewy, it's insanely fun kicking him around!! KIDDING! Haha.

I stink!

CHEWYY!!!

2009-02-21T00:34:00.006+08:00

I've got a new puppy!!! Its so freaking cute.... You'll want to rip it out your monitors after seeing the pictures. Anyway Chewy is the short for Chewbacca from Starwars. For the non geeks out there here's a picture of him and Han Solo(Harrison Ford). So now you get the point.

He's a Shihzu and freaking looks like a toy!! Well he's 6 weeks old and I hope he stays that way. Haha! No tricks yet, just know how to be extremely cute..

Can I not reply old comments? haha sorry.. There my little update!

THIS BLOG IS SO DEAD

2009-02-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

sorry guys for not updating.... i just find no reason to do so! haha well life's pretty good and fun and busy thats why i've been slacking... haha sorry!!

CNY update coming soon!

2009-01-29T01:19:00.003+08:00

2009-01-22T22:58:00.003+08:00

...just the thought of it is depressing enough
it will get better...

Morning Without Eggs.

2009-01-20T07:49:00.004+08:00

I drove my parents and grandparents this morning to town to catch a bus to Genting.. I DROVE THE CHURCH VAN. It was like 6 in the morning, and we were already late. What made it worst was I just had 4 hours of sleep and the van wasn't exactly in driving condition. So yeah, I sped up town like a mad bus sekolah driver. Thank God we reached safely and on time.

After that I decided to have some breakfast so I bought some Mcds to go. Who would have known that I ordered Sausage McMuffin WITHOUT EGG, smart.. Well at least the Fish-O-Fillet was nice.

Other than that I've been messing with my desktop again. Its now so much more simple, slick, less cluttered and not to mention USEFUL. So here, some pictures

before.

after; go minimalism!

some random files and folders?

gnome-do

Gnome-do is so damn awesome, it is a launcher where you just type whatever you want to open eg. files, programs, folders, websites, contacts, etc.. I can practically operate the computer with it alone.. Sweet..

compiz-fusion

Compiz still remains, if you don't know what it is watch the following video I took years ago.

Ohh, should I even mention I'm using a 8 year old Dell? Yay Linux!!!

Cut me please.

2009-01-19T00:43:00.008+08:00

could use a better shirt

So as you can see, I WENT TROJAN! For all you people who don't know what the real name is, its Fauxhawk.

Josh you look better! you look hotter! you look like a kiddo, I prefer the old one. The comments are mixed, but mostly good. Haha, I myself like the hairstyle so can't complain. Well, I did at first, it was damn frustrating cause it took more than one cut to get this hair..

Okay here's why, This hair took 5 times to finally get what you're seeing. First by my stylist, which did a total sucky job at it. I came out looking like wolverine. So I had to trim it myself into the faux. Then I went to fill in some more trimmings to the back on the second day. After that my mom helped me to touch up the sides and the back.. So all in all, this hair cut took 2 days and 3 people to cut. Dare you say I look kiddo anymore hhmm?

Other than that, a bunch of us went fishing that day (28th December 2008 or smth).. hahah! just thought some pictures will fill in some space. Ohh, I'm always barely in any pictures as I'm always the photographer sighh. More pictures in Facebook.

My grandparents are here for Chinese New Year so I'm bunking in the living room.. Well having them here totally beats any other ordinary CNY. We had stay home on the first day of CNY imagine that. This time around we're gonna have open house! On the second day or something, so drop on by and make my CNY fun! haha.

I'm half way through my exams! 3 down, 3 to go. I would say that English For Communication was being English? Easy and fun as usual, essay overly long but yet stating its only 400 words? Yup that was English. Bahasa Lanjutan was being BM as usual. Not enough time to finish and all. Sigh.. CALCULUS, I think I might be able to pass it!! I could do 75% of the paper so I'm hoping the best.

Tag replies:
@Amelia : No I don't.. So Sunway on yea! haha
@suxian : I dont think I'm consistent lo, its been 5 days for this update haha! Come on la, it cant be that bad right?
@steph : worried that there goes your chance? HAHAHA! what? you're in some kampung is it?
@dani : yeahh he's cute alright.. Thank you thank you... unfortunately some people hates it.. haha! the tag? one day soon yeah? haha sorryy

Thats all for now.

she's not my girlfriend.

2009-01-14T00:18:00.003+08:00

got bored, so I made myself a wallpaper.

The Answer To Life's Ultimate Question!

Honeysuckle Weeks

2009-01-12T20:28:00.007+08:00

Am I doomed for life?

Finals starts on Wednesday, so no more hang outs, games, sports for me for two weeks. My grandparents will be arriving that day too, sigh, they always come at a bad time.

Last week was pretty fun, hung out quite a lot, did some pretty crazy stuffs, woohoos, blahhs and Narhhs... Anyway, have quite some plans for the month long holidays next two weeks, can't wait!

This is pretty late, but here's some pictures of my new year with my relatives and friends. Oh, and I have a new found hero! My little cousin Shane Chong! By the age of 6, he's already on tv! He stared in this water heater ad on local tv. Oh by the way, upon his visit here, he went PARASAILING. Yes a 6 year old, Parasailing.

The story was pretty funny actually, we went to Bt. Ferrenghi to play and zone out. Before leaving he was with me packing up the stuffs, then I told him to watch as some other dude took off to the air, I then asked if he wanted to go he immediately said yes. So I told him to ask his parents (in hoping they'll say no haha). Instead they said sure! But he has to go ask the beach dude himself (in hoping he won't dare to). Guess what, he marched straight for the guy!

All of us was shock and wanted to see how it'll turn out. He went to ask and came back. Then his parents asked him to ask whats the price, how much for two, can he go alone, etc. He went to and fro like a messenger. Yet he didn't give up hope! Whoa man!! In the end the effort was paid off, the beach dude took him up for Rm50! Damn sweet deal for an awesome memory for him, and not to mention for his rep! How many 6 year old kids can tell you they went parasailing??

makes you wonder what's going through his mind up there.

too addictive...

Am currently addicted to Electro or electronica music. No its not the synthesizer filled monotonous repetitive Techno or Trance. Its rather the good stuffs, the same thing that makes you dance no matter how bad you are. Some of my favorites, Deadmau5, Justice, The Presets, Simian Mobile Disco, Flying lotus, Pete Tong to name a few.

I should be paid for the ad

Other than that have you guys check out Last.fm? Its pretty cool, it is like facebook but for music lovers. It keeps tracks of all the tracks thats played from your music player and creates a library online. You can then view stats, listening habits and etc information of yourself or your friends. And it also compares your tastes and gives you recommendations! How cool right? It doesn't stop there, from you library you can stream songs online! You can listen to my radio under In New Music We Trust! in my sidebar.(Don't force me to enable auto-play!)

Speaking of which, The Submarines is awesome! Just finished listening to the album Honeysuckle Weeks and I'll give it a 4.5/5! Really really recommend this album. Download Link Here!

The Submarines - Swimming Pool

ZOMBIE MADNESS!!!

2009-01-06T15:36:00.010+08:00

Zombies zombies zombies!!!

Okay before I go all crazy over zombies, I had quite a day yesterday. It started with me skipping college(nothing unusual there), to go hang out with friends from Sabah. They came here to witness the wedding of a fellow Borneon(Borneo, Sabah, Sabahan, Borneon. Thats what we call ourselves.)

Anyways Amber, a non Borneon fetched the 4 of us and we went for brunch. After that we didn't know what else to do then a brilliant idea of going to Netcity came up, so we went. We heard of the awesome game Left 4 Dead, that they play in Sabah, so we tried that. And man were we in for a treat!

Left 4 Dead is a survival first person shooter that pits you with 3 other friends against endless zombie armies. Think zombie apocalyptic end of the world little or no survivors stuffs. And no, the zombies aren't slow and sluggish. They're fast like hell! Above that, they come in numbers! MASSIVE NUMBERS. Okay think of the movie 28 Weeks Later. That intense! Just watch the following video and you'll get the point.

The Survivors: Sam, Lilly, Josh, Suet Mee, Started our epic journey to the safe rooms together. Amber didn't wanna play cause she wasn't into games. So she played other games instead, but I'm sure she had a great time seeing us play! Haha, its because we were damn noisy. Like seriously! The cyber cafe wasn't full luckly but imagine us shouting, i repeat SHOUTING to each other like mad! Help me, help me!! Get it off of me! I found the Witch! Behind you! Incoming! Heal me!! Weapons! Ammo! I'm stuck!!(foot high ledges are hard to jump on to for Suet Mee haha!) Where are you?? The muscular one is coming! Arghh I Died!! Burn you freaks, burn!

destination : Safe Rooms

Everybody there were looking at us. They were playing other lame games like DOTA(suckiest game ever) and etc in peace until we came in. I tell you WE WERE LOUD. I don't think I need to tell you how much fun we had. Suet Mee played till she vomited, seriously. Have you heard of anyone played till they vomited and ENJOYED it?

the witch has the scariest moan ever!

After that we went for a drink then a movie at gurney. Outlander sucked, thats all I can say.

the tank, also known as the muscular one

We then met up with the other Borneons and hanged out a little at Breek's then went for a second round of Left 4 Dead. This time we weren't that noisy as we sat a row apart.. Boohoo.

Anyway our Last Stand in The Cramped Second Floor Toilet was the highlight of the day! Legendary....

Four walls no more than 5 feet apart,
3 of us in the bath tub, another crouching on the toilet seat,
all depleting ALL our ammo onto the toilet door,
wave after wave of limitless zombies,
infected big guns(witches and tanks) included,
and touched ones too,
all bottle necked through the only entrance,
piles of dead undead on the bathroom tiles,
blood splatters, everywhere.
fun.

Sorry no pictures... ARGHH!!

2009-01-05T04:09:00.002+08:00

Insomnia:
is a symptom^[1] of a sleeping disorder characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep despite the opportunity. (Wikipedia)

Or,

-Having 2 McSaver meals for dinner; will cause midnight gastrics.

-Catching up with Sabah friends till 2am.

-Drinking 2 cups of Teh Ping after midnight.

-play d msn wit best frenz lyk tis 2 veli late nite leh, sob sob.. -.-" @xbf+honey:hihi!

-Facebook.

-Pondering the existence of ghosts.

-Indie music!

-Updating this blog.

BUT WAIT! There's a cure..

"In The End " by Alt-Ctrl-Sleep

sleep well people,
good night.

Bon Iver - Skinny Love

2009-01-04T01:12:00.000+08:00

2008

2008-12-31T16:47:00.004+08:00

Ahh, the year of 2008.. How do I even begin to describe it?
Should I start blabbering about all the awesome things that have happened to me? Well I guess not.

Instead listen to this song, the way I listen to it.

Its not about the rhythm or melodies
Nor the singing or the band.
Its about the memories it comes with it,
The very first thing that comes to mind.
Embrace the thoughts, relive the moments.
And that is called Shoegaze.

Starflyer 59 - The Brightest of the Head

If I'd oblige the odds are I'd find what make a man is
inside, inside, inside.
a crooked tongue makes for crooked speech
God forbid what I thought, forgive what I think

I was the fairest of them all, I was the biggest of the small
I was the sharpest in the shed, I was the brightest of the head

To live is Christ, to die is gain
I try and I try, i try and i try
a crooked tongue makes for crooked speech
God forbid that I thought, forgive that I'd think

It's time, it's time,
I've made up my mind
oh but I've changed my mind,
that I've made up my mind.

Happy New Year Guys!

"Beautiful Lord"

2008-12-30T21:26:00.001+08:00

When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea
And when the cares of this world
Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way

Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord

When my sin is all that I can see
Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give
Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!

You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord

by Leeland

this one's for you..

2008-12-29T01:11:00.002+08:00

This post goes out to a very special certain someone. So if the following picture means nothing to you then you're not that very special certain someone, too bad so sad. Anyway GET LOST! Hahaha nah come back later, I'll have a new post by then. :p

if you're not the one who took this photo, scram.

So you. YOU, You, you. Yes YOU! I really don't know where to begin to talk about you. Argh.. YOU ARE AWESOME.. Yes, awesome.. No I'm completely sane, you ARE awesome. Haha, I won't go into details but you have to know, you really touched my life. Yes you have, you really have! Well in many many ways that I can't describe. I'm really really blessed to have known someone as special as you. Exaggerating a bit here but I really thank God for us crossing paths! You know you're the kind of person thats so damn impossible to stumble across in life? I'm serious! Well yeah, all in all you're special and really someone thats all I wanna say. I'm pretty sure you'll grow into someone even more awesome'er! So till then and wherever you are, ROCK ON! Sorry I sounded kinda stalkerish there haha! take care!!

Christmas!!

2008-12-26T21:55:00.005+08:00

mae! i have to say i like this picture then and now.. haha!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!! Well sorry that I have a life and had to post this a little late.. My Christmas was quite enjoyable! What more can I say? I didn't receive many presents though but it's alright, used to it. Well lets see, There was this Christmas party at my house, then a afterparty at Church, then Christmas came along then another one at Church and then at Suan's. Blah blah more pictures less words!

I posted all the pictures at my facebook profile; you can go grab some there. Ohh yeah, help tag em people while you're at it will ya? Thanks loads!

Oh and yea, my Christmas present to you all! haha I wouldn't say I gain mastery in bakery(I used ready made cookies) haha! But anyway you can't blame me for trying! ps: slightly overcooked and I put em all into a zipper bag for them to pass around. haha :p

had better days

2008-12-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

Today wasn't the best day of all. Well firstly, you do know that I was, wait AM sick since last saturday? Okay if you don't then you may drown for all I care. What friend are you??? Hahaha okay just joking. So anyway, I was on this cough drop yesterday which required me to take one every 2 hours. So yeah I followed as the prescription stated.

So upon waking up this morning, I felt so damn drained! It was like I completed a 30km marathon in my sleep!! I was so tired that I couldn't brush my teeth! I finally decided to skip the first class to gain another 2 hours of sleep.

Lunchtime came along and guess what I found in my food, flies. yup FLIES.. And they were cooked! THE HECK RIGHT! okay may sound a lot but there were just two. So I skipped lunch, which was bad enough that I was already drowsy and half zombiefied.

Ohh did I mention that I had a test today too? And how pathetic it was that they set the hall with chairs and chairs ONLY. Stupid right? NO TABLES..

After that we went to the Comp Lab to finish up our assignments. It was damn cold there and i was shivering. I don't know how i managed to THINK due to the cough drops, but anyways managed to finish it. Oh Oh! half way through the assignment I bleed out my nose! Idk why but yeah, so spent about half an hour bleeding it out in th toilet. haha hardly any fun.

Okay sorry for the rant guys, I just dont know what else to update and this could have been a good story.. hahaha doubt anyone of you will read it through!

Wet Tissue..

2008-12-20T23:35:00.007+08:00

*Click for High Resolution*

I'm freaking sick! Arrghhh.. I don't usually get sick easily, but when I do I get really REALLY sick. This time I was down with flu, cold, cough, fever and what not(thanks to somebody*). I slept all day and still felt like dying. Whenever I wasn't in bed, I'll sit on the couch practically waiting to die. SERIOUSLY! I couldn't walk, I couldn't talk, I couldn't use my computer what more play my xbox! Well luckily I had my phone! Hahaha. And didn't help that nobody else was home, I didn't get the patience's treatment! I reckon I used more than half a roll of tissue and drank more than 10 litres of water!! Arghh.. Anyway I'm feeling much better now, thank you thank you.

Santogold - Lights Out

2008-12-19T19:18:00.003+08:00

continued from the previous post.

AHHHHH!!!

ALRIGHT ALREADY!!

2008-12-19T15:56:00.009+08:00

Here, updates. Can't you guys all stop asking me to update?? Annoying you know. Well not really, I don't have any proper update since what 2 months ago? well okay, fair enough. Sorry pictures may suck.

Camp! Camp! CAMP!!! Just got back from a camp in Kuala Kubu Bharu, Kem BINA SEMANGAT. Apparently it's some government camp site for whatever the government wants it for. COMPLETE with obstacle course, flying fox, a LAKE?!, football fields and everything. It kinda suck anyway, the hall wasn't air conditioned so go figure. Should I even mention the restrooms? Hahaha, guess not.

Okay with the venue aside, the camp overall went well. Worked from 8am to 11pm NON-STOP(over exaggerating) for 4 days straight. I had to admit though, it was a fairly relaxed camp. Well maybe due to my good hardworking EMPLOYEES*ahem* I didn't really have much to do, probably because I OVER-PAID my staff. Argh anyway, good job guys! Haha couldn't have done it without you guys.. I Managed 4 stations, HQ included(Ohh yeah playing with my laptop IS working..) but anyway it was really relaxed compared to camps before, I think maybe LIFEgame is really improving? Praise God!

As usual, camp went WAY TOO FAST and before everybody knew it, it was over. I can speak on everyone's behalf, we could do with a few extra days.. right? Below are some pictures, I really regretted that I didn't have enough time to snap pictures! arghh..

*for dani

ate the exact same thing for 3 days.. hahaha jkjk!

Impressive Little Saga

Oh by the way, I drive all the way back from camp! It was the first time I drove on federal highways. It was fun at first, speeding around 130km/h, swerving in and out of traffic, pratically driving like a Saga maniac. But then it got boring, I FREAKING GOT SLEEPY BEHIND THE WHEEL! It started when I slapped my headphones on my ears. I have a conclusion that my headsets are too damn good that it engrosses you totally into the music. And knowing MY music, its sleeping pills.

Anyway, I tahan'ed till near Ipoh and chilled there a while then back. Mom was real grateful we arrived in one piece. haha!

Upon arrival, I was greeted by none other than my vacuum cleaner. I had to vacuum the whole damn house! Now I'm beginning to feel the setbacks of a big house. Luckly Chloe was able to lend a mopping hand. Haha.

Other than that, I had English presentation and two tests today. Pathetic I know..

Ironically, I didn't quite act upon what I preached; HA HA..

IS.

easy stuffs.

not so easy stuffs

Cure to boredom.

spot the lion!

Ohh and did mention I have a programming assignment due next Wednesday? CHRISTMAS EVE??? Argghh.. so much for a White Christmas.

On the plus side, I've been gaming a lot lately. Yay! Of all the games I mentioned in the previous post, I only managed to play Midnight Club and Far Cry 2. The other games I simply just don't have the time to play them! This is the thing with the gaming industry, they leave you with a ridicules stash of AWESOME games for the holidays. Well I'm not complaining! :p

Speaking about self entertainment, movies nowadays kinda suck don't you think? Every movies nowadays are so damn predictable; romantic vampire movies*, zombie movies, end-of-the-world movies, Disney-Pixar movies, kung-fu movies, the list never ends! We need something good! Something WORTH 2 hours of our life. Well that's simply my 2 cents, so who cares?

Christmas! Yay I'm gonna hold a Christmas party! Well, technically a bunch of us but its at my house! So if anyone of you interested, give me a ring! It's gonna be so much fun! I know its gonna be cause its the only Day Off for my Christmas. College resumes the day later damn it. Anyway DO COME DO COME! Speaking about Christmas, I think I have the perfect gift! That is if it works out...(trish?help..) *holds his spectula up high!*

So there, my update.

Post-camp hangovers

2008-12-18T19:02:00.002+08:00

back from camp, too awesome to update so soon, patience.

pmount /dev/sdb1!!(geek language)

Proven

2008-12-10T01:09:00.003+08:00

Step 1
Go to Google.com

Step 2
Key in : Worst Band In the World

Step 3
Search!

Step 4
Nod in affirmation.

I'm all bones no lies.

2008-12-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hello guys! I know i know you've all been wondering where the heck have I been and all that, so I'm posting this very short post just to keep you updated.

Firstly, I DID NOT DIE.. In fact I'm quite healthy! For the past month in the absence of blogging, I FINALLY HAVE A WORKOUT ROUTINE! Unbelievable right? Its no biggy actually, no weights no treadmills NO GYM, just my own body weight and whatever thats free(eg. monkeybars, bags of rice, girls??? basically anything heavy and *exercisable*).

Other than that, I'm sure most of you know that I just moved into a new house, I promise I'll have another post on that haha. Plus my house warming party just went like last week, another post on that. So far its alright, could say we've already settle down. Like I said, another post.

Life's so far been good for the past month, I promise a more proper better post alright guys?? See ya !!

2008-12-01T19:49:00.001+08:00

BE RIGHT BACK.

You can't change who people are by changing their past.

2008-10-27T00:38:00.003+08:00

I'm moving tomorrow!
Will have a proper update soon.

And here something less emoo,

Miniature Tigers - Cannibal Queen

Ohh yeah, and while yall are waiting for the update, you can watch this awesome movie, The Butterfly Effect. If you haven't watch it yet then you're a sucker. YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO WATCH IT!!! Anyway its released in 2004 so I guess its rather hard to find. No worries, here's the link

WATCH THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT HERE.

Shh!! Game in Progress.

2008-10-23T01:47:00.004+08:00

So many games, so little time. Arghh why oh why are all the great games comming out this time of year?? Not like I'm complaining or what, its just that I don't know if i can find the time to play them all! Okay, here's a little low down on the up coming games and the absolute bare minimum time(weeks) I'm gonna spend time on them.

Week 1(this week)
Far Cry 2 = 1+
Fable 2 = 4-6
Midnight Club:LA = 1+
Dead Space = 3
2K9 NBA = 1
Saints Row 2 = 2

Week 2
Fallout 3 = 4-8

Week 3
Gears of War 2 = 2
Tom Clancy's EndWar = 1

Week 4
Call of Duty:W.A.W = 1
Mirror's Edge = 1

Week 5
Need For Speed:U = 1+
Left 4 Dead = 1

Week 6
Prince of Persia = 2

The list goes on all the way to December. Its a busy gaming life ahead indeed! Don't freak out if I don't reply mails, IMs, texts or whatever. Ahh,with the addition of me moving next week, its all great..
GAME ON!

Awesome song, great video, weird guy.

Empire of The Sun - Walking On A Dream

Dig Out Your Soul

2008-10-19T20:38:00.003+08:00

Oasis - Falling Down

I have a feeling that this song will last for ages!! Instant classic!! thanks to mae for reminding me to download it, ohh hey noob! Anyway the link I used yesterday is now removed so sorry guys..

abcf

2008-10-18T23:55:00.007+08:00

Heck no, I failed my calculus.. Damn it!! Aarghhh. My results were in this morning so yeah Its 3As 1B 1C 1F. Ohh well, just got to retake it this sem. I really thought I could pass or at least a D but F?? what the heck.. Tutors anyone??

Anyway have you ever have a friend that's a bad luck charm? Well I do, went out 3 times and we met 4 accidents. Coincidence? Don't blame her though hahaha!!

Tag Replies:

rachel - I HATE YOU YOU SUCK. So it's gonna be like that la? Some xbf you are.. hhhmmp!

emoshern - Its getting better, though my handles and bout everything else is getting worst! yes man ball ball ball!!!

sofia - its not on yet, hahaha!! though i really really need it to be now hahaha go spm!

jono - hey! i'm good you?? yeah man they rock!! though i can't see myself using them anytime soon. hahaha come back!

shona - funny thing i couldn't make out the signature! thought it was elliot! hahaha! love!

dani - speaking about that, one black pepper bk for an hour on my xbox!! hahaha!! come back to penang safe yea!

sharon - hey welcome back! did pmr leave a dent in your brain? hahahaha!! or the freedom is all too overwhelming?

raez - hey!! haha yeahh long timee.. anyway what do you mean by that?

To The Record Store.

2008-10-15T00:21:00.004+08:00

hey you, DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING!!

ps: it's awesoomeee.. ;p ;p ;p

I LOVE THIS SONG!

Simian Mobile Disco - Hustler

Everybody just needs an ear

2008-10-13T16:58:00.007+08:00

I reached home about 3 pm today after some banking and laundry, not money laundry stupid! Anyway I saw my neighboors moving stuffs out of the house so decided to help them out.. They were an old couple and a lady so yeahh..

Anyway the moving of stuffs weren't so bad as it wasn't much. Its the transporting that sucked. The lady, probably in her mid 20's drove her Hilux to the loading bay, which was kinda awsome for a 5 foot girl.

It took her like 3 runs to transport the stuffs to their new house. Which left me and the uncle plenty of time at the loading bay. He was 78 to be exact and you know, seniors have to the tendacy to talk. So it started with small talk and then led on to stuffs I really shouldn't know. He told me problems with his family, sons, daughters, daughters in law, affairs, divorces, kids, scams, death and so many. Obviously I have no clue what the heck is he talking about so I mmhhm hhmm'ed, ohh i see'ed, uh-huh'ed the whole way.

He knew that he lost me so he just kept on talking, I know I wouldn't understand so I just let him be. He told me SO MANY stuffs. From family to family-in-laws to work to life to Taiping to Ipoh to Japanese days to whatever!! I think it was a total of an hour. He knew very well that it has absolutely nothing to do with me but he just had to let it all out. Poor man must have it in him for a very long time. He kept on saying that "if no one said anything no one will know". I went yeah. Basically stayed quite the whole time while trying to make out a picture of whatever.

It went on even after the moving! Thank God for the breaks in between when moving stuffs. All in all he just wanted to vent I guess, well I happened to be there so yeah, I don't mind. I think everybody just wants to talk to somebody, no matter if that person has no part in it, somebody to listen and stay quiet.

I miss BK,
anyway, McBreakfast anyone?

My dear, why'd you choose me?

2008-10-13T00:57:00.005+08:00

Selective Memory

Selective thinking is the process whereby one selects out favorable evidence for remembrance and focus, while ignoring unfavorable evidence for a belief. It can be helpful for short-term but harmful in the long run.

Anyway, here's another awwweesssooommeeee soongg..

Said The Whale - Curse Of the Currents

Just fifteen miles from shore
I lost the love that I had
Slipped and fell into the cold
Of the deep and the dark below
Big wave, small boat
We tipped, I froze
My hands were ice, my feet were stone
I could not throw the rope
I caught her eye as she dipped down with a wave

I jumped in but I was too late
Fighting with the currents of the Georgia Strait
Fighting with the wind and the tide and the waves
I lost my love that day
I touched her fingers as she breathed out my name

She smiled at me, I watched her fade away
To the deep and the dark of the underwave
To the Currents of the Georgia Strait

And here it's been ten years to the day
And here I'll sit for a hundred years and I'll wait
Till I see her smiling face
Come shining up through the waves
On the shore, in the rain I'll wait
Till I see my love again

I pray to God, I curse my luck, I question my faith
I curse my empty hearted fate
And I curse the wind and the tide and the waves
And I curse the currents of the Georgia Strait
Where I lost my love that day
Where I lost my heart
To the curse of the currents of the Georgia Strait
It's the curse of the currents of the Georgia Strait

It Started With A Mixx.

2008-10-09T16:42:00.008+08:00

Tag Replies :

clive - hey! good luck to you man... don't worry about that tag thing do it anytime you like yea stay in touch!

sofia - I do study okay! I can be the biggest nerd ever, but its usually during the last minute hahaha

andrew - ohh and you're so proud of it.. HAHAHAHA!!!

dani - yes I'm not emo.. get through next week first then we'll talk.. :p

Justin - soccer?!? haha hey 30+ days left right? nerd on man!

Ohh Econs today was total hell.. The lecture took 1 and a half hours to cover 4 pages! The contents of the pages were all in point form(approximately 300 word or less) and were all describing a stupid graph, econ terms and its definitions thats all. Stupid right? I swear the lecturer repeated every single point for at least 4 times! She'll read it and translate it into BM Chinese and Hokkien, the heck right? And for every word, she'll go translate them into all 3 languages. I pity my friends who have all 4 pages full of Chinese words and what not. Mine on the hand was clean, maybe a little mindless drawing and random sentances. Not even any highlights! The points were just too simple and short that there's nothing to highlight..

The worst thing of all was everybody likes her, she does crack jokes here and there, but mostly in Chinese or Hokkien so I have absolutely no clue why is everyone cracking up. Ohh did I mention she likes Mission Imposible? Yeahh, everything thats not logical or permissible she'll call them MI and whenever she does everybody will laugh, so yeah. So anyways, I did what I did best, sleep. Hahaha a whole half hour plus! Yeah I know I should have pay attention but I can't help it!!

Looking for angels

2008-10-08T00:10:00.007+08:00

I may sound weird by saying it this way but, MY NEW SEMESTER HAS STARTED YES!!! Hahaha.. What? I'm sick of the holidays! So freaking boring and empty, its like I pratically don't know what to wake up to! My holidays only STARTED at the last week, where I went out hanging with friends, doing stuffs, playing games, a little sports, etc..

Anyway thats the holidays, so its Year 1 Sem 2! I don't know why am I happy but I guess its because I finally have something to be busy with. The timetable this time around is rather relaxing, ahh thank God! And the subjects are easy too? EXCEPT CALCULUS 2!! I absolutely hate it! Anyway, first class of the semester was English for Communication and guess what, I slept. Yes I slept in the first class of the semester. What a way to start college huh?

I'm so gonna start studying now. As in from the from begining and throughout I'm gonna nerd it out. No more super last minute assignments(getting reletively high marks though), no more homework copying(saves me a lot of time and effort), no more arriving late to classes(extra sleeping time) and so many more empty promises!

So yeah thats about it! I'm gonna be a college boy(not like some pig i know :p). Ohh yeah, there's like SO MANY awesome games comming out in the comming weeks, some timing. Ohh well will blog about them later!

Malison

2008-10-07T01:49:00.003+08:00

tag by sofia

2008-10-05T00:11:00.003+08:00

Three names you go by :

-joshua

-josh

-joshi

Three screen names you have had :

-jkwanness

-lambojosh

Three physical things you like about yourself :

-skinnyness

-hair?

Three physical things you DON'T like about yourself :

-skinnyness

-ankle

-wrist

Three parts of your heritage :

-chinese

-cantonese

-hakka

Three things that scare you :

-losing a friend

-dying

-loneliness

Three of your everyday essentials :

-God, duhh.

-laptop

-phone

Three things you are wearing now :

-sixers jersey

-shorts

-headphones

Three of your favourite bands or musical arts :

-Earlimart

-Underoath

-Eisley

Three of your favourite songs (right now) :

-On My Way (Cocoon)

-Before it Gets Better (Earlimart)

-Too Bright to See, Too Loud to Hear (Underoath)

Three things you want in a relationship :

-Holy

-Outrageous(attraction)

-Trustworthy

=HOT :)

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals to you :

-eyes

-hair

-physique

Three of your hobbies :

-computer geeking

-basketballing

-gaming :)

Three things you wanna do really badly right now :

-hang out with buddies

-basketball

-backflip

Three careers you're considering / considered before :

-IT consultant

-self-employed

-rockstar

Three places you want to go on vacation :

-germany

-sweden

-USA

Three things you want to do before you die :

-have a family

-go places

Three ways that you are Stereotypical a girl/guy :

-breathes oxygen

-eats

-sleeps

Five people that you would like to see take this quiz now :

-shona

-trish

-mae

-clive

-dillan

PS:/Blogger is having stupid line spacing issues.

:)

2008-10-04T01:24:00.006+08:00

I was on my computer as usual, playlist on shuffle and I stumble upon this song that reminds me of so many memories. I'm sure most of you know the song, The Day You Went Away by M2M.. Laugh all you want, but this song is the bomb! Well, I wouldn't say its a great song, but its the memories that comes with it that makes it awesome.. I seriously miss the Form 1 days, the friends, the LIFE, Bas Sekolah 101, the many silly things we did, basically everything! Ohh, I miss you guys..

M2M - The Day You Went Away

Ohh btw, do you know that there's even a Chinese version of it??? SERIOUSLY! It's by this singer called Cyndi Wong, heard of her? She's kinda hot. Anyway, the song gets a little freaky when the music awkwardly overlaps just before the chorus. Recording mishap maybe? I guess not, every other video on youtube are the same. Word, IMITATION!

王心凌 - 第一次愛的人

Wait! It gets worst. Check out the Live version, talk about B7 on pills!! I DARE you to finish the entire video, but beware you'll never ever enjoy music after. Anyway, I recommend you WATCH IT!! Should I remind you its LIVE, so go figure.

王心凌 - 第一次愛的人(LIVE)

Brain cell donations please.

2008-10-03T00:48:00.004+08:00

I find myself losing track of time these days, you know the times when you think of something, like for example I went out with my cell buddies and had a blast, and then I'll wonder was it 2 minutes ago? 2 hours ago? 2 days? 2 months? or 2 years? I seriously don't know. Well yeah I did had a good time with my cell plus others 2 hours ago, but just 2 minutes after I have the feeling that its 2 months ago. No wait, its 2 days ago? Ohh man.. It IS that bad.

And every now and then I tell them stuffs I told them before, right Rachel[exbestfriend:'(] and Sherleen[exbestfriend'shoney]? Yeah, I do forget what I told them. Well its a good thing right? Tell and forget, thats one thing good about them. :) But's sometimes things I WANT to forget still lingures till it becomes part of my instinct. Same thing, I forget when it happened! 3mins? 3hours? 3 months? 3 years?

That's just icing on the cake, now imagine if you mix up 2 or more incidents together, confusing the place, event, and even people and storing it as a legit memory. Now thats a problem.

Ohh yeah, have you ever tried praying for something that when you're praying you think so hard about it that you totally forgot what you're praying for? Yeah, been there done that.

Everybody's moving Everybody's changing.

2008-10-01T01:51:00.004+08:00

I am moving soon!!! My family's blessed with a new bigger house, Its a semi-d near church, which is Tanjung Bungah area. I went to check it out today, and man its big! It's kinda old actually and the interior is old too, but it's definitely big enough. My room kinda sucks, cause it has the old couple's room look. Hahaha, I'll post pictures soon enough. We'll be officially moving by end of this month I guess. I can't wait.

Talking about moving, everybody's moving! Well not really but yeah. Last night I helped Lifeimpact move from downstairs to upstairs(same house but a move nonetheless). This morning I helped my pastor to move, somewhere near my current house. And I heard that Uncle KimTing and his neighboor needs help moving too! And of course me myself am moving too. So yeah, the moving season is in guys, time to get a new house.

ps:/by far the most meaningful song now. Shift The Blame by Surrogate

This tragic thing will spread it's tragic wingsand float into the sky
Where people in this town will turn a down prying eye

The cofidence you once held in your friends has crumbled into sand
Shattering any hope to be ever again

The people in this town, they never sleep and are careful not to keep secrets that invole anyone but them

They will run there mouths behind your back all for a good laugh and deconstruct your life
You'll never get back

With monumental failure comes monumental fame
I think it's more than you can take

With monumental failure comes monumental shame
So I think it's time to shift the blame

The keepers of the bars downtown on main know your story but not your name
They've heard it one hundred times from the flies that live there

Is that the kind of life you want to lead
The friends you want to keep
The stories you want told to everyone back home

With monumental failure comes monumental fame
I think it's more than you can take
With monumental failure comes monumental shame

So I think it's time you shift the blame

Even with your unrelenting eyes on the landscape oh so sleepy

Accidents with no reason or rhyme seem to have your name and number

So now I think it's time to shift the blame

Fake a smile and say goodbye.

2008-09-27T23:20:00.007+08:00

Tag Replies :

dani - Hahaha you still have 3 weeks or so? haha you can keep waiting.. haha stupid :D

shona - whatt?? sorrryyy!! well at least i *STILL* reply your mails haha

justin - hey how was it?? arghh dude i wanna play football badly.. :(

eugene - dude!!! i'm great i'm great haha you ?? lets hang soon

sofia - here, at least its not emo right? haha

Uffie - Pop The Glock

It's funny that the video doesn't even have a single Glock! Hahaha.. I'm not a big fan of the Glock, though I handled one before and have a poster of it in my room. Anyway, I still like good old revolvers hahaha.. Glocks in movies are for the baddies, same goes to AK-47s. Sweet firearms nonetheless.

I finished Star Wars : The Force Unleashed! FINALLY!! I've been through both endings and 3 missions on the hardest difficulty. Good game but not great I have to admit. Everything's awesome except the darn targeting system! Arghh it gets very frustrating. Combat is fast and aaawwweeesssooomeee.... Nothing beats slicing stromtroopers into half and not to mention JAVA PUNT! ohh yeahh..

Anyway, I find myself back with Grand Theft Auto IV. I'm addicted so what? I don't care. Waiting for the next game I'm getting this coming Monday, Brother's In Arms : Hell's Highway. Can't wait!

Oh yes, I DO HAVE A LIFE. I find myself facing 3 screens everyday, My Laptop, my TV, and my Moto. Hahaha oh holidays now huh? LET'S GO OUT!!

CFPD

2008-09-23T22:40:00.003+08:00

I stumbled upon the most random thing I did today. Okay here's the thing, I was fixing up my computer(STILL) and was setting up my radio tuner, Gstreamer to be specific. Anyway, it enables me to tune into thousands of internet stations all over and record them. Anyway after I did all the configurations I tried it out like randomly tuning in a stream. Guess what stream I tuned in to, Michigan's City Of Flint Police Dispatch!!

It was radio noise at first so I thought its an empty stream, just before I wanted to tune into another stream, I heard a female voice go "... Dispatch to Unit 32, reports of a 2-19 at your area .......". Seriously!! Its cool! you can check it for yourself here, http://audio.moses.bz:80/flintpd-f2. You've got to use your media player. Anyway its really cool! There were reports of fights in a school or something, anyway you'll be listening to mostly noise, radio feedbacks and empty chatter most of the time. Hahaha, I wonder if its real time.

2008-09-22T20:48:00.003+08:00

Yay!! I've finally done formating my computer! Well, almost. It freaking took me so long to do so okay! Yesterday was super long day. Woke up about 10 and went to church. Church was church then after that I went to LifeImpact office where a few of us prepared to format our laptops and use Linux. I am using Linux all the while but i had a new bigger hard drive so a fresh install won't do no harm. Anyway, Uncle Kenneth from Singapore came up to help us. He's really good in Linux and all that so thats why a few of us who ain't quite ready to switch before decided to do so now.

Anyway, we started from the begining like what is Linux why Linux whats sudo apt-get ls -al and all that, gonna spare you guys of the geek terms. hahaha.. Anyway it took us a long time just to get everything right. Well this is partly due to faulty CDs and slow internet speed. Anyway we worked from 2pm till 7pm and stopped for dinner. Then went to Dani's(STTUPPID!! :p)place for dinner. Ohh yeah, saw her python devourer a big fat rat too. Hahaha, thats both cool and disgusting at the same time.

After that we went back to the office and continue working till 2am. Yes 2am. So all in all I was out since 10am till 2 am the second day. A long day indeed. Anyway, this morn i woke up and spent another 6 hours on my comp. Damn right 6 straight hours. Hey Linux is awesome but it needs time to set up. So now its partly done, its SUPER fast, not like it wasn't before, its just less cuttered now and more polished. Anyway, its time to geek up. Will update soon!

ohh yeah I've finally bought Starwars, haven't spend much time on it though. haha

Its just the holidays.

2008-09-19T00:47:00.004+08:00

Terminal-Foster

My legs are shaking
As I stare into the waking
Guess I always knew
You were broken on the inside
Watched life passing you by
But you couldn't move
And no one stopped to ask you

If it was okay, oh
Surely there had to be a way to smile, Again

Pale familiar faces remind me
We weren't always strangers
Burying a friend
Remember the year we all spent laughing
Feels guilty to feel happy
It never should
But I didn't stop to ask you

If it was okay, oh
Surely there had to be a way
To feel okay, oh
Surely there had to be a way

To smile again
To let life in
Through the closet closed
Heaven from our souls

I'm okay
Surely there had to be a way
Okay
Surely there had to be a way
Okay
Okay.

ps: no Star Wars yet, damn..

Backspace.

2008-09-18T01:28:00.004+08:00

It feels sad to feel happy sometimes, you know the feeling? yeah, the times when you just can't ignore the fact that life sometimes can really suck. Times when everything around you starts to close in. When claustrophobia only acts like a multiplier to your already tight situation. Just another blow and things starts crashing down. Cold concrete and steel re-bars that only makes your death certain is something you can't help but to worry. As the very four walls starts crushing down on you, it forms a air tight cocoon, securely enclosing you. Shielding you from the real treat, the storm. Or it can only insure you a slow and painful death. Confined to a space not wider than your shoulders, just tight enough to breathe. Its the thoughts that counts you say. You're only kidding yourself. Don't you know the road to Hell is built on good intentions? Was it really for the best? You did what you had to, or was it necessary? Your choice, or do you really have that freedom? Truth is, you're living a scripted life. Though the song may end but it doesn't mean you can't enjoy the music. Love isn't about the destination but the process. So who are you? No, where are you? Where's your life? Damn the holidays..

ps: pray for Malaysia.
Thrice - Of Dust And Nations

Its worst than it actually looks.

2008-09-17T18:30:00.002+08:00

Its officially 2 weeks since I busted up my ankle. It looks better now, no more swelling no more blue blacks.. And its not that painful anymore, I could even drive today! anyway yeah I did some self assessment on it. Damn it it's pretty bad.

Okay stating the obvious, my foot is actually not vertically aligned with my leg. As in when i stand and put my feet together side by side, my right knee will bend slightly inward. And if i stretch my leg out, my foot is slightly angled outward. The heck, I really hope this is temporary, but walking isn't painful anymore. I do admit that the walk itself is sort of awkward. Maybe I haven't fully healed yet.

Other than that, I can't twist, tilt, or rotate my foot. As in CANNOT not don't want to. As in I either lost the muscle memory to do so or i totally lost the muscle itself. I can twist up and down though,but not left right. Every time I try to I just cant. Like you know, trying to move your ears? yeah that. Anyway, I can draw out a very very small circle with my toes, so i hope it gets better.

So latest news, no sports till after Christmas. Damnit, 2 and a half months!! Arghh... Now I'm begining to really hate this.

The after club.

2008-09-16T14:09:00.005+08:00

Finals are finally over!!! Ohh yeah!! FREEDOM!!

Anyway, overall the finals are quite easy. I'm not gonna elaborate cause I'm not gonna count my chicks before they hatch.. hahaha. Anyway hopefully will get good results.

Its the first afternoon of my 3 week holiday! And i've nothing to do! damn it.. Hahaha, I've been soaking myself lately with post-hardcore band, Thrice! Vheissu is the album. Though its a old album and I've heard it like a long long ago, it definitely still sends chills through my bones..

Get It Here!
Pass: www.alternative2punk.com

Other than that, I'm currently addicted to Live Club Mixes! ohh man seriously I don't know how to describe it, club music is insanely addictive! I once listen to this mix for 4 hours!! You can never get tired of it!! Well unless the mix is extremely sucky and lame. Please no, its not techno trance or whatever you call it, you know the one's blasted at the roadside by pirated dvd sellers. No not those you might come across in super markets or whatever either. All in all not cheap cheesy electro music, I'm talking about the good ones, Daft Punk, Fat Boy Slim, 2 many DJs, Sasha, Simian Mobile Disco and etc.. SERIOUSLY GOOD STUFF! Go give it a try.

Anyway go here, NewMixes.com there's like A TON of live mixes you can download. All free and good of course. I haven't listen to them all, you should probably download those with lots of comments. Currently listening to:

Essential Live Mix @ Creamfield 08'

Its totally awesomee.. Scroll down and go download the mix by 2 Many Djs. Please bear with the intro(thats when the club starts to fill up), its kinda long and dull, but after that the momentum builds and whole 57 mins of it is legendary!! TRY IT!!!

The Life Effect.

2008-09-14T23:06:00.004+08:00

sorry for wasting your time
five long months on the telephone line
hours of asking if you were fine
and saying i was fine too

sorry but ive got to go
the birth was quick but the death is slow
there was so much i didnt know
and so much i never knew about you

and so we disconnect, the room grows quiet around us
its called the life effect, will it always surround us?

who made you happy last night?
i dont know his name, but christ can he fight
as i fell, he told me you had a light
i light that shone inside you

*i found myself a decent man now
i love him because i can
the bravest that i've ever been
was when i ran away from you*

and so we disconnect, the room grows quiet around us
its called the life effect, will it always surround us?

and so we disconnect, the roon grows quiet around us
nothing left to protect, the end has finally found us

the day is almost over, its almost time for bed.
so now youve finally lost me, rest your weary head.

by Stars.

DOTA? Heck no!

2008-09-13T00:49:00.008+08:00

I have a confession to make, I'm a game addict! I've been gaming a lot lately, even though its my Finals! Hahaha, bad example I know, bad. It just helps pass time, and am enjoying it while I'm at it. Ohh come on, what else can I do? Can't go out due to my stupid ankle and studying? please....

So after finishing and spending a whole lot of time on probably the best game ever, Grand Theft Auto 4, I've finally got bored of the game. Hahaha serious! The game calculated I've probably spent like a WHOLE MONTH on the game, A FREAKING A WHOLE MONTH TOTAL on it! I have no life. I can't explain the amount of time you can spend on the game. Its very entertaining in a very wrong way haha! Nothing beats the running people over *evil grin*. Watch the video, and you'll know. PS: I taped it!

Anyway, the past few days I've been spending time on an older game, Splinter Cell : Double Agent. Freaking awesome. I would say the game is rather short, compared to GTAIV its like mini scale. I'd say erm 10+ hours? Still an awesome game nevertheless..

Anyways, my next game I'm waiting for, Star Wars : Force Unleashed! It's coming out next week, I pretty sure its gonna be awesome. Come on, by the trailer itself, you'll wish you're one with the force. Preferably the Dark side and a master Sith or smth.. Or just a freaking stormtrooper! Heck, Star Wars seriously rocks!

Not sure if its possible in game but totally cool!

2008-09-11T17:53:00.001+08:00

Nosey!

2008-09-08T13:47:00.003+08:00

Tag replies:
Shy yi - Hey!! wtheck are you doing there?? Found a husband already? hahaha.. yeah its better now.. keep in touch!

Andrew - mmhhmm.. you just said a bunch of nonsense.. hahaha!! still god-like.

james - we so do man, andrew just sucks.

steph - erm yeah my foot. hahaha its worst in real life right?

dani - ohh being a nerd is he? hahaha what about you?? its time to nerd up! haha

sofia - haha no thanks, i'm walking now, not perfectly but still walking nevertheless.. hahahaha i'm not old!

justin - oh come on, i'm healing now.. hahaha how was the game yesterday? oh wait, trials today? good luck!!

Trip Hop! I listened to this song way back in the first Splinter Cell trailer. Still freaking rocks!

Crystal Method - Name of The Game

Feet Foot

2008-09-06T00:21:00.007+08:00

Okay, I promise you guys this is my last time i'm being a freak posting pictures of my feet. Please bare with me!! Haha, I don't have freaking foot fetishism or whatever okay? So yeah, I posted pictures.

Its officially day 3 since I twisted my feet. I don't know what exactly the condition is, but from what it looks, it looks like its ready for amputation. But it actually hurt less compared to the first day! So okay let me explain the pictures, hahaha. The swelling transfered from the ankle to my freaking feet since day 1. It actually looks bigger in real life compared to the photos and there's a patch and a stretch of blue backness on my right side, the joints of my toes are black, and which looks darker in real life too.. Sorry my camera seriously suck, was using the Cybershot. Anyway, it hurts less! I could even walk on it in college today. Yea I discovered a fewpressure points. Damn it, okay it hurts a lot but I can sort of walk, so its better. Ahh well, gonna see the doc tomorrow and might x-ray it. Till then, I'll Live.

Enough of my stupid feet, anyway tag replying time.

Andrew - Yes I think my mom gave me steroids before the game, HA HA. Anytime man, erm when I'm healed that is. Remember that I'm still and always be God like hahaha, and until you can shoot like me, you better stay in your car. HAHAHAHA!!! And yes, James is way better than you.

Dani - Thanks? My wrist still hurts! Damn it! my whole right side of my body is like useless now.. Hahaha go fine your ahem* la! unless your ahem* is still on psp or smth. How was your trials?

Sofia - I told you the ground is wet, how to roll?? My sister gave me empty promises about the crutches! Arghh.. tongkat it is.

Sharon - You should have warn me earlier! You want me to learn the hard way is it? Fine fine. Next time don't expect me to make you milo or hotcup! hahahaha! hows your trials?

mae! - Its like way overdue! I'm not THAT old okay? okay from the latest pictures maybe I am, but its different!! I'm not old I'm not old I'm not old!! hows your trails?

Justin - No Andrew cause me to sprain it. He's jealous that I'm better than him in american football, basketball, ping pong! and just about every other sport thats why. I still can be the sideliner right? hahaha.. damnit, 2 months 2 months. When's your trials?? haha

LYKKE LI & EL PERRO DEL MAR - SOMEBODY'S BABY

Introduction to Business was sort of easy today, but I'm certain I did some careless mistakes. Ohh well, 1 down 5 more to go.

So much for the Godship.

2008-09-03T22:55:00.006+08:00

*update* I'm listening to metalcore again! Thanks to julian, currently Underoath's new album Lost in The Sound of Separation. AWESOMENESS!

KDU!! yeah kdu.. haha, i went to KDU today and spent like 7 hours there. Yup James and i was in the cafeteria the whole damn time onlining and STUDYING. I did like 2 full chapters! But ah, remembering is the most important part sooo... hahaha. The KDU'ians(is that how you call it?) kept saying me and james NO LIFE. But hey, being there totally beats staying at home emo okay?? haha

THIS SONG IS LIKE THE BEST SUMMER SONG EVER! memories memories...
Smashing Pumpkins - 1979

So anyways, after that me, Andrew, Julian, James went to ball at Lalat. Hahaha, today I was like LEGENDARY! I'm not boasting or whatever, Andrew they all can verify that its true, RIGHT? I think I was on drugs or something. Anyway I was scoring hoops left and right! My shooting was damn cun and with range(yay 3 pointers)!! Well not good enough as Julian's Hail Mary. Anyway, it was so good that I was scoring like what above 70%? I don't know thats what Julian said, but I reckon just 60%. Anyway they all started calling me God-like or whatever. I stayed in for 4 continuous one-on-one games! Eventually James A.K.A Flying Man beaten me, damn. I even beat Andrew 3-1 games?? Don't deny it Andrew. Ah say play serious la! Anytime Ciak Jui Lang!

We were playing our final 2 on 2 game ready to go home when i freaking twisted my right ankle!! I was in the air grabbing the rebound when i think i landed on Andrew's leg. I don't know exactly how but I know Andrew was there, DAMN YOU. Hahaha, anyway I remember how I freaking twisted it though, moment by moment. Ahh the dreadful memories! Well obviously it hurt a lot and swelled too.. So Ju took me meet up with parents. Luckily not that bad till need to go hospital.

After dinner I went to this Chinese doc, HE GAVE ME PAIN! Hahaha, anyway it took away most of the swelling so oh well. I'm told I can't sport for 2 months! Can't drive for another two and need a freaking TONGKAT. Arghh.. Basketball, American Football, Backflips... Oh well, I don't know but it doesn't hurt as bad as it looks. And I feel great! Ahh that will be another post, so for now pictures! Consider yourself warned.

What are YOU to do?

2008-09-02T00:15:00.003+08:00

Mat Kearney - What's a Boy To Do

Bat For Lashes - What's a Girl To Do

I didn't realize that I have both these songs! Hahaha, like seriously cool right?

Ohh man, I still haven't start studying for my finals this Friday! Ah, guess I'll REALLY start now. Being at home can be very very boring. You know what, I'm planing to go for McD tomorrow 4am! I might just walk there, sounds fun especially early in the morning. Anyone care to join?

Another 4am Post.

2008-08-31T16:22:00.003+08:00

I know I need to update, I don't know what to talk about. Its freaking 4am okay so don't blame me. So I'm gonna random.

Its freaking lonely at this time of day! like VERY. Hhmph, its probably because life is pretty tough on me now, but since when is it easy? Hahaha, So a few lessons learned:

God is your only source of comfort.
Yes he is, weather its anything external(friends, etc) or your peace of mind, its from Him. Sometimes he just brings people to your life at the right time to show you His love. Or it just could be changing your thoughts, giving you a positive perspective towards everything. He is great.

Your circle of friends changes.
I've have the privilege of knowing a lot of awesome people. Yes, you might say with the technology right now, the world is borderless, but how much difference can that person can do to your life? I have a lot of close friends everywhere, but we have come to a conclusion that we have our own life to live, our own problems, our own ministries, etc. The most we can do is share our experiences and support each other through mail or whatever.

Accept and Move On.
Sometimes the best way to survive is to adept and make the best of every moment. Time is changing, peace today, war tomorrow. People can call you a bestfriend today, 'just friends' tomorrow. Whatever the situation maybe, the sooner you accept it, the sooner you'll be up and running again. I'm not saying you should give up easily; you can't stop time, you can't stop the seasons from changing. Remember, Intelligence is the ability to adept.

Decide and don't regret.
Choice, make it and never look back. So many times I choose one thing and regret that I didn't choose the other. But what use is it for me? I only kept on regretting and didn't commit to the decision i made. The best is to understand that you decided what's best then, and its what YOU choose.

Greed will leave you with nothing.
Weather its more money, possessions, or even Better Friends. What may seem better may not be what it seems. Before you know it, you might come up empty handed with losing what you once had and what you gained is not what it seems to be. We should be happy with what we have now, and if God blesses you with something else then so be it, whatever it maybe it is the best.

I think i posted this song before, anyways it brings back the memories.
Eisley-Brightly Wound

I twisted my wrist! I FREAKING TWISTED MY WRIST!!!! Ahh it was when i attempted(6+ times) to backflip at the Crown Jewel Beach with no success. Damn you James, no help at all. Hahaha! nah he was spotting me and I landed awkwardly with my knee on my right wrist. Yes i ate a lot of sand too. So now my right hand is like totally useless now.. Arghh

Play/Pause

2008-08-29T00:08:00.006+08:00

I hate my music player. It can play the wrong song at the wrong time(on shuffle of course) at times. Or just play suckish songs no matter how many times you click next. Damn it, well its probably the chances of playing the right song at the right time out of 6403 tracks are less than zero. ah well, not my day.

But sometimes it can totally play the right track at the right time! like it can freaking sense your mood. Like its speaking to you to your situation you're in!
Ah whatever. Music rocks

Happens all the time.

Hello?? fghjkl;' sdf vhj.

2008-08-27T14:31:00.006+08:00

Tag by xin hui :p
There is an email that's going around. What you do is you write down a name of a song, then add 'in my pants' at the end.Here are a few... I'm gonna shuffle my songs, its totally random.

Nothing Left To Lose in my pants.
Beautiful in my pants.
Dark Carnival of the Immaculate in my pants.
Pop Music Of The Future in my pants.
Destiny in my pants.
What Does Your Soul Looks Like in my pants.
I AM JOHN in my pants?????(WTHECKNESS!!!)

Okay its a funny tag but very very wrong at the same time. John is my father's name, so "!!!". Ookay okay enough!!
Arghh! i forgot to tag ppl!! i tag
shona
andrew
maeyune
trish
clive

Anyways, finals coming next week, repeat NEXT WEEK, and yet i still haven't study. I'm a little too relaxed, so much so that its like i don't give a damn. I'm actually happy that finals are next week! Well because i can skip class this week! I've calculated that I'll have about one full month without classes! Two weeks exams two weeks holiday + extras. So, YAY!

Family Force 5-Love Addict

On the other hand, I so far have no problems with lalaism, yes lalaism. Well that was before today. Okay, my perception has totally changed now. Between classes, me and my friends went to the cafeteria for lunch as usual. Then there was a bunch of girls and a dude sitting at the table behind us. Here's a brief description of his outlook that classifies him as a lala, plain white cap, chains around the neck, wrist band or something with other accessories, PINK collar tee, things hanging from the pants and black and white Adidas shoes. No offence but Adidas is officially lala-fied Hahaha!

Anyway, we ate as usual then chilled at the table. My friends were playing psp while i just sat with a blank stare as i couldn't make out what i was hearing. Well, that guy was erm, RAPPING off his cell phone! In Chinese and Canto. I was totally stoned then took a quick look behind. WTHECK !! He freaking rap off the beat of his phone!(I think it was Techno). Well obviously he was trying to imitate Jay Chou or whatever and really suck at it. He even throw his hands around like a hiphop fool! Thinking he's all that and totally cool. *shakes head* And the worst thing is, the girls totally digged him!! "???" right? LAAAMMEE!!

I got so disgusted I quickly left with my friends to escape this agony. Ohh man and on the way to the study room, I saw a lot of "lala fashion". Ohh I need not go into details. Anyway, I'm really speechless. Help...

Its all angles

2008-08-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

Everybody has different ways of looking at things. Its all about finding the right angle. Take the below pictures for example, you may not get what things as they are, but once you're in the right position, everything's clear. Thing is, finding that angle could take a while. :) Hang in there..

Is this how its done?

2008-08-22T16:32:00.006+08:00

I'm sorry i missed you.

No blessing is a punishment itself.

Still thinks she's rather hot.

Done probably out of love.

This jealousy turned to need.

Change is good, change is now.

Became part of your past.

Her self-destruction is all your fault.

If this is called home, why is it so lonely?

Love me for a day, hate me for a week.

We deserve better villains.

Memories are just registries of events.

03' I lost you.

Felt what you felt then, only years after.

This curse I STILL bear.

I'm a sucker for best friends.

Nothing else could be so real.

I surrender all.

I need You.

Jill Philipps - I Am

The race to be noticed.

2008-08-19T15:22:00.006+08:00

Random, was talking to my friend when i realized this which is so true.

"The less you talk about it; The less you think of it; The less the problem it is."

Dead Poetic - New Medicines

10 signs that you're growing old.

2008-08-16T23:09:00.004+08:00

1. You think a lot. Like A LOT!
Either you have lots of time to spare or that age is related to brain cell growth, you're constantly thinking. Over thinking I might add. You think of everything anything under the sun but mostly for simple matters. Thinking can be both good or bad, but mostly it'll make you paranoid and over assuming. And yes, the ability to think also in turn makes you have less memory. Notepad please.

2. You're constantly giving advice to people but never apply them on yourself.
Because you can think a lot, people will start coming to you and ask for help. Usually the advice you give are useful, and when you are giving that advice, you realize that you're advising yourself as well, but you find it harder to walk the talk. And sometimes you take the thoughts of their problem too personal that it affects you. Anyways, MOST of the time you'll forget everuthing you just thought of so ohh well. Personal assistant anyone?

3. You are lazier than before.
Whether its the age that is getting to you or the thoughts draining you out, you are lazy. The days where you can work 16 hours a day for 5 days straight are long gone. Now you would rather type than write. Other than that, you consider a flight of stairs as rock climbing.

4. You no longer have your way around girls.
Last time you can literally get girls to do whatever you want with little or no effort. Now you realize that you lost that ability and girls are in fact pushing you away, sad I know but its the facts. Persuading turns to begging.

5. You no longer can keep up with any sport.
Doing a lap is equal to a whole 2 hour intensive you did last time. You HAVE to recuperate in between games and sports is the exact opposite of insomnia. Ohh yeah, golf here I come.

6. Your taste of music is less noise more death.
From Hardcore, heavy metal, hard rock, punk, hip-hop, mainstream to FOLK, emo, post-rock, acoustic, ambient, indie music. Yes you heard me right, FOLK. I don't know what happened exactly but I can't complain that Indie music sucks. THEY TOTALLY ROCK. Ohh yeah, you find yourself listening to a lot of 90's music too.

7. You're allowed to go out late at night on weekdays.
Days of the curfew are over! Parties on Wednesday! Nah not really, curfew still stands but considering you hardly ever go out during your school days(INCLUDING WEEKENDS), you're doing well, going out often. Someone said socializing?

8. YOU CAN DRIVE.
You won't realize this until your mom, the ultimate backseat driver is sitting in the passenger sit beside you, yes you're driving. Now you can go anywhere fetch anyone without asking for a ride. Heck, they are asking you for a lift now. And this means only one thing, DATES! HAHAHA! Mom please fetch me and my "Friend" to the movies. YOU SUCKERS!

9. You're in college, doing well I might add.
Now you've become a full blown college boy. Wearing that long fringe of yours, sling back around the shoulder, casual wear plus slippers going to class like everybody else. Not to mention the odd timing of classes, one day you can be in class for 6 hours straight, another day you can have just an hour class. Ohh did i mention that the grades you're obtaining are higher than ever? maybe its because you're studying what you like. Yes you're in college.

10. More girl problems!
They get annoying. Yes they do, but you realize now that you need them no matter how Sucky* they are, you need them. Heck, you love them. But, loving aint easy little fella. So it does come with its fair share of problems.

Bonus point:
11. Your birthday falls on the day you post this post.
I need not say anymore.

Phoenix-If I Ever Feel Better

This comes with a new header

2008-08-14T00:28:00.002+08:00

Post to generate more traffic.

2008-08-13T01:01:00.005+08:00

Cocoon - On My Way

MySpace: www.myspace.com/listentococoon
Cocoon -My Friends All Died In A Plane Crash

Pretty much the track of the week. I LOVE THE DRAWINGS! + Panda. :)

Sorry i know this post sucks, I'm updating for the sake of updating. Ahh, I'm so dull these days, need some motivation/inspiration/wife/life. Anyways weekends coming soon! Yay i guess? Mhhmmm... Random, I made a freaking detour to Prai while driving to Queensbay. Well at least I can say I drove on the bridge now.. Hahaha lame..

Never take friendship personal.

2008-08-10T00:52:00.009+08:00

Will Stratton - Katydid
Why don't you tell me what's wrong, baby?

I'll do all I can.

And if it's about where we're heading,

maybe, you have the wrong man.

Cause' I can see for miles

when the sun is up,

but it's midnight and I can't see at all.

It's so hard and I can't think at all.

It's so hard and I don't think we're working out.

If you ever got the time, darling.

Why don't you give me a call.

I just want to say I'm so sorry.

I never knew it all.

It's alright.

We're so stupid and we're young.

Love is blind,

it was words that really stung.

What goes around, comes around.

Random thoughts of YOU that comes in waves.

2008-08-06T14:34:00.007+08:00

The Grates - Teeth Lost, Hearts Won

I don't freaking care, you MUST have this album!!
MySpace: www.myspace.com/thegrates
Get It!

-"Mhhmm Hhmmm........"

Please baby Insert name here come home..

2008-08-05T15:33:00.007+08:00

Proof that I can multitask without IGNORING FRIENDS. Hahaha!! I'm still a better friend btw.. :P nah actually this project is kinda suckish, you can tell by the lack of creativity or dullismn?... ahh oh well...

On the other note, I'm freaking bored. Yes, damn freaking bored.. Ahh I need to pick up a new sport or a chick or something.. HAHAHAHA!!! Days these days are sooo longg!!! Sigh.

Tag replies
mocha - mmmhhhmmm coffee and tea.....
steph - knowing you, i wouldn't be surprised.. HAHAHA jkjk
mae - i seriously think we should trade Ipods one day.. hahahaha!! msn still sucks btw.
bernice - thanks! whats your blog add?? or do is it public at all? hahaha.
shyyi - come up to penang then! Di Di Tai Ley Hey Kai Kai
dani - your 8th A dummy.. haha
Andrew - Rematch me you CS.. hahaha damn

Lastly, to a friend that I think needs this once in a while.
Nada Surf - Always Love

Random - Are you one who plays safe or takes a risk?

Damn you mocha, DAMN YOU!

2008-08-02T06:05:00.000+08:00

So its about freaking 6:03am on a Saturday morning right now. Damn it... I should be enjoying one of life's greatest joys, SLEEP.

Arghh, just about a few hours earlier I was out with a good friend of mine at Old Town. I had a freaking cup of Mocha, well actually I'm supposed to have white coffee but I exchanged(forcefully) with my friend, lets say this friend of mine was born in a cave and spent life in there since then, no really. :p

So anyway, after all that went home and finished up my IT assignment which is due a few hours from now. I freaking did a 20 page assignment in like 4 hours. THE WHOLE DEAL, coverpage, research, contents, reference, attachments and etc. Anyway i'm just happy I could get it all done in time. So after I printed it out i then went to bed.

It freaking took me 40 mins of twisting and rolling to finally fall asleep, and the sleep itself wasn't really the soundest of all. I woke up like 5 times or more. After 3 hours of that dreadful so called SLEEP, here I am now WIDE awake, blogging and gonna do some homework(hopefully).

I'm not actually the caffeine type of person, that means I don't get affected by late night caffeine what more a simple cup of coffee. Arrghh this is definitely the first time caffeine really got through my walls. Damn... What if I had taken the White Coffee which was intended for me? Nah, its just gonna be worst. So hahaha I'm glad I did take mocha afterall!

Owl City - The Saltwater Room

ohh.. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE this song!!!

How did your MidTerms go?

2008-07-28T23:38:00.009+08:00

I AM NOT IN THE FREAKING NETBALL TEAM!!!

just did it for my friends who're in it, netball ASSIGNMENT! ohh don't even ask..

t: ohh noo, you're a bad boyfriend joshua kwan..
j:yeah i know, but what about us?

So true and yet so wrong.. HAHAHA! :) What about us huh? WHAT ABOUT US??? hahaha!

Sorry being random.. arrghh i promise a real update SOON.. haha soon..

Tag Replies:
trish - you suck you know that? hahaha good for you! i hate college, ohh wait, you DO know whats a college now right?? hahaha. how did your midterm go?(is it even midterms?)

cat - hey! thanks.. how did your midterm go?(you are having it now right?)

steph - i guess?? it totally rocks and you know it! haha how did your midterm go?(its not monthly okay)

dani - damn right its nice, hahaha! how did your midterm go?(found your eighth yet?)

sc - it cant get anymore awesome'er than this! hahaha... how did your midterm go?(asking anyways)

danny - yo danny.. how did your midterm go?(just for the sake of it)

potongsteam - you said it alright!! steam cutter.. haha! how did your midterm go?(define inertia and relate it to F=MA. you suck. :p)

shona - ohh please, i'm honest thats why i'm STILL cooler.. how did your midterm go?(heck, play along will ya?)

Noah and The Whale - Give a Little Love

Love,

Decyfer This.

2008-07-16T21:31:00.008+08:00

Latest, COLORS = AWESOME!!

Did some hardware encryptions, stalkers you see.. hahahaha..
Qj &k5 "csv Gk Gn; C XQJN!!!!

Earlimart "Face Down In The Right Town"

ps:/ I aced my tests!! yay!!
haha college aint that bad afterall, FOR NOW.

Bloody Hood Ornaments.

2008-07-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

Grand Theft Auto IV.

This is what i call FUN.

ps:/damn youtube, took me 2 hours to upload.

I ARE Tarvarians!

2008-07-09T23:51:00.005+08:00

Hocus Pocus - Hip Hop?

This vid got me back into Hip Hop! And its ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT!! Ohh I love typography!!

College!! ohh wait, its Tar college... Rephrase, colleegggeeee.......... hahaha well its actually not bad, in a sense la.

Well first of all, college life aint really what i thought it was. I think the culture in Tarc(spelled with a C) have something to do with it, say 99.8% of the students are Chinese. and less than 5% are English-ed. Till now I haven't quite make any English speaking friends YET. Ohh wait! There's Daniel! From Chung Ling, but speaks well in English, so what should should he be categorized? So haha, my hopes are still up.. For now.

I have nothing against Chinese-eds, its just different thats all. So yes, I have quite a number of friends there. Mostly Chinese/Hokkien speaking. No, not HokkiAn sadly. They are people too, good people. They are, you can say very disciplined. Hahaha, which makes them a lil bit dull. HAHAHA!! Nah, they can be fun at times too.

Ohh yeah! Speaking English in Tarc automatically makes you cool! Hahaha SERIOUS!!! I try my best to speak English to my friends, trying to keep my pride okey.. People around will look! NO LIKE SERIOUSLY! They'll look! and mostly girls la but ahh, another story there. But anyway, one drawback is I won't be that approachable as speaking in Chinese. Ahh damn.. Ohh well, it Does come to good use though, Girls dig the English speaking Josh. HAHAHAHAHA! okay i'm stopping here.

Tarc is like a freaking school!!! SERIOUS! well, you can have long hair and no uniforms. But other than that, its like a freaking school. The lecturers treats you like school kids, most of them. And the rules and regulations are so strictly set that they're posted around the campus. And no skipping class... DAMN LA!! I think I've skipped 3 times as much in my first months in high school than in college. Lame.. And the hours FREAKING LONG!!! arghh...

But generally studying now is quite good I guess, I haven't put much effort in studying but still able to cope with them. Not blowing my own horn. But I do need to pick up the slack, sigh. Homework is plentyful, but mostly stuffs I can do, just needs time.

So this week its Week 7. And by far its the most hectic of all. Firstly, I had 2 assignments due weekend, they are done with thankfully. 4 freaking test! and a whole bunch of replacement classes. Today, I spent my longest day ever in college. 9:00am - 6:30pm . And I had only one hour lunch break. The classes were all back to back. Dammnn...

The first time I saw this flyer I Lol'ed like LOL'ED HARD!!! and it was during English class. The lecturer asked whats so funny, i pointed to the piece of paper hanging on the ceiling. She freaking giggled too!! but of course the class didn't know what it was. Ohh well.. haha... P:S/I'm skipping the 16th of July. damn, I wonder how they could hold it for 7 consecutive hours, mhhmm...

Pretty much Korean..

2008-06-24T18:25:00.011+08:00

random pictures..

My neighbor's net thingy just outside my window.. random pics i told you!

He's so gonna kill me for posting this. Hahaha

I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE THIS TOMBSTONE!! Lyrics scribbled all over it!! Yeah! and i would like be buried in a wall too! awesome!

I ate one, some kind of mini pear with honey, and i got an asthma attack straight after!! SERIOUS! INSTANT SEVERE ASTHMA ON STICKS!! tasted nice though.

DOUBLE DECKER! looks familiar?

for em random street stalkers*** hahahahaha

Here's Earlimart's latest album, Hymn and Her
I prefer the old one though, Mentor Tormentor; This one is rather, a let down. Sigh..

Lastly, I wish i could just do this..

Awesome..

MSN

2008-06-23T13:58:00.002+08:00

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ohh we love Jusco!!

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Jusco, My kind of store.

And finally my laptop lid.. haha low resolution but awesome still.. HAHAHA.